Is this really difficult to fall in love with your very own bestfriend? Why is it so hard to pretend that everything is fine everytime he introduces someone as his special girl when in fact, deep down inside you're dying. Is it really a mistake to feel this way? Should I give up and open my heart to soemone or should I fight for my love? Sadness or happiness? Hurting or a happy ending?

"If only i was pretty as 30 years ago..."Soonkyu rub her face when she sat infront of the miror.She really hopes she can get the face when she is in 20. If only she can go back to when she had her successful time when she is with SNSD as a singer and entertainer.Sometimes she feels sick sit alone at home,just cooking for her family and do all the house chores.   They wish they can go back when they are 20 years ago.When they are still on their successful era.But they know