Numbness. Yet feeling everything. All emotions. Yet no emotions. All extremes of happiness and anger and sadness over powering my thoughts, actions, and feelings to the point where the blur of extremes becomes numb. So numbness in the best way I can describe my feelings.

The are times when you want to fly so high in to the sky and forget about everything and worry about anything just flying freely and peacefully but sadly you're just a simple butterfly. I mean yeah you can fly but not that high up in the sky like the birds. Butterflies are beautiful and delicate little creatures..... yet why in heavens would anyone be wanting to hurt such creatures............well my dear friend the world is cruel and in this cruel world there boun