"I'm doing this for you because I love you Donghae."   "I finally found you Hyukjae. I miss you so much."   "I can get tired but I won't stop wanting you Yesung"   "I don't want you to cry anymore Ryeowook."   "I'm glad that I met you Leeteuk."   "I'm so happy to be always with you again Heechul"   "Please be patient with me Kyuhyun"   "I've never felt this way before Siwon"

A collection of exchange of letters, phone calls, and whatnots (that comes into mind) between Kyuhyun and Siwon while Wonnie is in the Military.... and will or may continue when Kyuhyun goes in.

Cho Kyuhyun and Choi Siwon spent their years together happy as a couple and as part of Super Junior. Until one day... When Siwon had to make a choice. Will he say goodbye to the only person he has ever loved... Forever?

This story has been kept in my journal for so long... since the time Swing was released and fell in love with Wusowei (My Love For You). This will tell how the Wonkyu love story started.. how they thought both their love was unrequited... and how they told everyone in Super Junior.  

Siwon was leaving for Milan, Italy.. and Kyuhyun hated it.. this feeling that envelopes him everytime Siwon leaves.

The tragic news that greeted the entire nation and KPOP fandom that morning brought back memories that was buried deep within Kyuhyun. Siwon, learning the news from Beijing, was worried sick about his boyfriend. 

I was always alone, no matter how much I prayed and no matter how much I pleaded to God, I always find myself... alone...Always and always alone, until I find it no more vexing, no more excruciating, no more agony, no more... pain... I lost my heart, somewhere, somehow, sometime.   It was always that little figure, haunting me in my sleep, in my dream and in my mind. He was everywhere. He was very familiar, yet