Flashback:  As I take my first step towards the eage of the cliff thinking I could turn back any second, heart beating faster by the second, hands and feet sweating like mad. Now your near the the wind blowing your hair the rain on your arms a smile on your face. "I'm coming Kris" you whisper to yourself. You close your eyes, you take last breath, jump you thought to yourself. But someone stops you and pushes you back but your eyes are still still shut.  "What are you doing? A