I'm frozen in my bathroom, unable to move even a finger. My heart beats harder than usual through my chest because I'm holding my breath. I try hard to keep my eyes down looking at the marble instead of looking up. I can't hold this pression. I need to look.. what's behind me. This is too much. It's the most terrible sensation that I ever had. Maybe I'm going to need psychological help if I do it. Biting my lips anxiously,, I force the m