I really don't like my big brother, really I don't, he's so immature and he's always annoying me as if it was he's usual daily thing and also he always hurt hit me.

Today he took my coconut oil that I needed, I told him to give it back but he claimed that he needed aswell, afterwards I came towards the room he was in and told me that I have to find it, I told that I don't want to play his stupid childish games, after looking around the room I told to just get it but he told me 'i just past it' I started to hit him and he started to hit me back (really hard and rough)

Then afterwards I fell to the floor and he continued hitting me making me cry, I picked myself and finally found my oil, I got out of the room then slam the door really loud he then came out of the room and hit again and telling me to not slam the door on him, I ran to my room barefoot with a knife in my hand.

To tell you I didn't use the knife on myself, I just felt like typing in what I have to deal with everyday in my life, again I hate him and I want to forget of what's in my head was that time he called me fat (I'm even not that overweight wtf?!)

P.S I was on my period so yeah I was angry at (stupid) him.