What is going on nowadays in KPOP?
People dissing each other, groups are falling apart...
Maybe it's just me and it has nothing to do with 2014 but holy crap, it's so hard for me to adjust to this. ; - ;

There was EXO first. Kris and Luhan's departure is something I could somehow live through quite easily, I'm amazed at it myself. (Though I sincerely wish that was the last time EXO had member changes. Seriously guys, SM, South Korea, etc. don't let them change anymore.)

Then there was SNSD with Jessica's case... I was also kind of okay. Maybe because I'm not that attached to the girls (mean it as I like a few of their songs but nothing more... I'm more of a boy group fan, surprise.) but either way, I was sad but I could accept it. (Though I seriously wonder how will they handle this... Wasn't Jessica one of the main singers?)

And after that I heard news that Wonder Boyz had disbanded.
....
You don't know them? I mean them!


I loved this particular song so much and I found boys especially talented and friendly as well so yeah, I was on fangirl mode and has been eagerly waiting for their next comeback but seems like it won't happen... Okay, nobody has confirmed it yet officially but Master One now goes by the name of V-Hawk and produced an MV alone (you can check it out on YT if you're interested) and it leaves me worried. I don't want them to disband! I want more awesome WB songs! Heck, they haven't even started! WHY? :(
(I won't give up until the official statement or some answer from one of the boys come out... Let's hang onto hope at least when there's some. *crossing fingers*)

AND if it wasn't enough... if my poor little fangirls heart hasn't had enough... Now comes the offcial statement that MBLAQ continues as 3 members, Joon and Thunder leaving.

WTF people WTF??
I can't really think now... I've loved MBLAQ so much! I can rock to Mona Lisa, Oh Yeah and Cry like nobody else. (Okay, maybe there are people out there who can outshine me but still,) I've been watching them for years laughing with them (and sometimes on them LOL they're such huge dorks my heart is h-h-h-hurting) and now news like this comes and ruin it.

Okay, I hear you, it's not the end, I know. Seungho, G.O and Mir will continue, it's still MBLAQ blablabla NO it won't be the same MBLAQ. Although I continue loving them and am sincerely waiting for their comeback (which is scheduled earlier next year... isn't this too sudden? Is it just me guys?) I can't help but feel a bitter. Don't misunderstand me, I won't stop supporting them, I won't give up on their music there's just some fear what if I won't like their new songs. I am obviously not an A+ for only Joon and/or Thunder, I keep up with them because of their music (just like in the case of every other my favourite groups... maybe SJ is exceptional a bit but guys, SF&S area was hard for me.) but if music is not good then there's no reason to stay. (Stay... I love that song tooo~ TT.TT)

*sigh*
All I can do is hoping for the best, right?
Leave me a comment and cry our hearts out together, lovelies.

[I'd like to apologize to everybody who I brought down with this post. That wasn't my intention, I'm just desperate to have somebody to talk about this... I need comfort.]