I feel so down right now guys. ㅠ.ㅠ I can't think of any other place to let my feelings out so I guess I'll do so here.

I know the lip syncing stuff and issues of EXO are long-known already but I can't help feeling bad especially when I tried listening to their mr removed videos. I'm not feeling bad because of their performance but because of all the hate and rude comments. It's the first time I ever felt this way because I never paid attention to these things because I know I'll only get saddened with all the negative feedback for EXO but now I can't pretend like it's nothing to me.

I can say that they didn't do THAT well on the live perfs. I listened to the audio of the video uploaded on YT and focused on how they sang their lines. *I had to close my eyes and not look at their faces haha* i didn't get disappointed at all even if I heard suho's trembling a bit, chanyeol singing off tune or hearing them breathing heavily. I guess that was because I am a fan and I love them too much to get disappointed when they are too tired *judging by the way they breath*. I feel so worried for our boys...

 I'm sorry if I get 'blinded' or whatsoever with my love for them but what can you expect? That's what i'm here for. Aren't fans supposed to support them with whatever the situation is? People are getting mad at how we are saying stuff like 'It's okay, they will improve, fighting', 'They did alright and well, what are you saying?'.
Look, what are we supposed to say then? They're the worst? They look insane trying hard? Those are some of the words I see from the haters.
 What I'm saying that the truth that they are not your oh-so-perfect-men performing on stage. I mean, what's so wrong about them? Do they need to be so flawless? Why are they receiving much hate? Just because they win those great awards? I've been seeing a lot of comments that they don't deserve the awards they have or will be receiving. Even the comparing of groups always come up and I don't see the point of that anyways.

So much hate. I don't know what EXO did to those people for them to hate this group. They are just people like us, except for the fact that they're idols. They have their own dreams, passion, and goals. They went for the entertainment industry to prove and improve their talents through the time they are in the industry. They want to make the fans happy. Is that some kind of mistake or bad thing to do?

 And here are all these HATERS. I'm sorry if EXO is such an eyesore to you. And for the fans, you can't expect them to never fight back for EXO. I myself am patient and understanding with these stuff because I just feel down and sad with this situations but we all have our limits, and knowing my fellow EXO-Ls, I know that no matter how much you give or throw your hate, they're always here to defend and protect EXO from all those rude comments. I know every fan base or fandom would do the same, too. Fans will never just watch people throwing negative/harsh/rude comments to their idols. Because no matter what you think or say, even if they get furious or mad, this is because they will always feel the hurt and pain of having their idols looked down upon. Of course, they want their idols to feel they're special and not deserving to be hated, and every group doesn't, too. (this is why idols cherish their fans too much right? Nothing can mean more than the love from both  sides)

Even if you all think of us as the worst fandom ever, think about it, we fans are all together because of the love and support we have for EXO.
So whatever the circumstances are, I hope you try to understand us a bit more because I don't want anyone of us fighting just because of the own groups we idolize. I may be a multi fandom fan but I can say that I wish the same for every fandom I am in. Let's not fight. The hating and bashing should stop because stuff like that could only lead to pathetic fanwars. We didn't join the kpop fandom for the pathetic fanwars, it is because we found something special we haven't seen, heard or felt before with the groups we are loving now.

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Ah, it's such a relief I get to share this to you guys. I've been feeling sick too and my sadness just adds up to it. Sorry for this rant. ㅠ.ㅠ

 I hope you guys don't catch a cold or anything, take care! xoxo ❤