I can't believe this is happening. I’m so shocked, I feel like this isn’t even real. I feel like a part of me just died. MBLAQ was the first boy group I fell for and knowing Lee Joon (my first bias) is leaving… I don’t- I just. I seriously have no emotion towards this right now I literally have a straight face writing this. But once it finally sinks in I’m going to be crying. Crying in sadness and happiness. Even though he won’t pursue his career with MBLAQ atleast he’ll be acting and I can admit right now i’m sad/mad but I am happy for him in the end. This is bittersweet. As long as I can still see him on a screen with a smile I will be forever happy for Lee Changsun. Also I hope Cheondung (my fourth bias) isn’t leaving as well.. if so, it’s alright I’ll support you just as much as Joon! [But news just came out saying he is :'( ]

2015 PLEASE BE A BETTER YEAR!!! Stay strong MBLAQ, stay strong my A+ fandom! Let’s support one another, okay? :) (To all fandoms that lost an idol they adored let’s hug it out, i’m here for you!)