I'm pretty sure you all know what this is gonna be about. 

Yup you guessed it. 

Luhan. 

I remembered my first impression of Exo in general was like

"Oh great, another bunch of pretty flower boys."

but then I really heard and saw them.

I saw their talent and their hearts besides their strong friendship that later caused me to fall in love with them as a whole group.

Luhan was the first member to stand out for me and was the main reasons why I started liking Exo. 

I really admired him and the other 4 chinese members for making it into the industry and becoming so popular not only with the Chinese fans, but with the Korean and other international fans as well.

We all know how difficult it is for an international kpop star to gain love and support, especially since they are foreigners, but these guys proved to me that it was possible. 

I'm not going to rant about how much SM , cos clearly it's obvious. 

But what really gets me are the fans that are comparing Kris' and Luhan's cases as well as the fans telling him not to leave and the haters. 

Like please! 

Kris' situation was totally different to Luhan's! Unlike Luhan, Kris didn't mention it to the other members that he was leaving that of course, tainted their friendship and trust, but i do strongly believe they still love and care for him as well as secretly keeping in contact with Kris. 

To the fans that are telling him not to go and saying how they feel betrayed about the whole thing enough. 

You're not him, and neither are you any of them. They are going through the most pain not you. So cut the crap and zip it. Just be happy that he's able to finally breath properly now and will be able to move to the next chapter of his life. Luhan was born to be followed by the cameras and i see the huge potential of him to sign on to another company, but if he doesnt. be thankful that you got to show your love and support for these past 3 years. 

To the haters, enough is enough. If you have nothing good to say, don't say it. 

If you don't know anything, still don't say it. 

If you have read and replied to any of those hate comments, i say don't bother anymore. 

 Not only are you wasting your time, you are letting those people get to you and you're spamming Luhan. 

I think the last thing he wants is to see a bunch of crap on his Instagram comments of us fans being selfish. 

I think we should be encouraging him and not use the words, "don't go" at all. 

What I told him was that I'm glad he's free and that I was able to get the oppourtunity to journey with him all this time. 

I am thankful to Luhan and Exo. 

Their music and videos made me laugh and gave me hope when nothing went right.

The lyrics to their songs spoke to me. 

The way they put so much effort and shedded so much tears and sweat just to see us smile. 

Exo will always be 12 in my heart, and Luhan will forever be my one and only bias. 

No one will ever change that. 

So until more news comes out.

I wish all my fellow Exo-L's (ugh that name haha) slash Exotics by what we used to go by, Luhan bias' like myself, to stay strong and continue to love and respect our 12 pabos. 

Keep on remembering the reason why we fell in love with them, and remember that reason is still there, regardless of the situation and the crap coming out. 

Remember zai yi qi.

Exo will forever be together in our hearts and theirs.