Amidst the controversy surrounding Jessica Jung's parting from SNSD and SMent, as a sone, I can't help but miss her.

I can't go on acting like everything's alright, because I know, everything will never be the same again.

Some of you might be taking sides on this situation, a lot of you may be confused, angry, saddened and still on a stage of denial. Know that I can deeply feel you right now.

You're probably looking for someone to blame, to hate and to pour all your anger at. It would do you no good though, nor it could change everything. You think it could bring back Jessica? Think again. It'll all just make the situation even worse. I just can't blame Jessica or SNSD, I'm even to numb to hate SMent. Who to believe? We all know SMent's history, but we never really know the whole story. We know Jessica Jung of SNSD, but we don't know the REAL Jessica Jung without the spotlight on. All I ask of you is to save the judgement for later, when everything's clear, though i doubt it'll ever be cleared. I mean, like all SMent or kpop in general, like all the issues in kpop, it'll remain speculations and just another kpop controversy. I'm in no position to tell you what to do, but I understand the pain you all are going through right now. And as of confusions, just a few articles from both sides are not enough to satisfy our little curiosity. We tend to dig deeper, even believing everything we see or read, because it's just a natural tendency to look for something to hold on to as a basis for all the pain and anger.

I miss our ice princess as much as you miss her. I still believe in ot9. I may be naive, but I'm not the kind to just give up easily after exerting too much time and emotions with this group I grew accustomed to. I love them and nothing can change that. This time, i know it's easy to doubt than to believe. doubts are greatly stronger but I'm still holding on to that BOND. The bond they showed us for the past few years. Hang in there sones, jessica,snsd.

I miss you so much SNSD's Jessica Jung.