Is it really time for me to take my final bow? To finally say goodbye to Daragon? Am I really giving up? Am I finally letting go?

My answer is yes. I am letting go. I am letting go and I really think that it's for the better. I think, I've finally realized that it's time for me to stop hoping for something that isn't real. I guess, I just want to stop assuming things and I just don't want to end up being hurt again. I've been through ups and downs because of this shipping, well more downs actually. Not just because of the whole jiko scandals but because of the bashers as well but there were a couple of good memories. A couple of unforgettable moments which were probably worth every single hate I've recieved and every single pain I've gone through. Those were the glorious days, days were in I was firmly holding on to my faith. Days were I refuses to admit that they weren't real. I simply had created an image of them living happily together. To be honest, I've stopped hurting ever since those news of Kiko and GD being in Thailand. I haven't been that affected ever since that day. I don't know but I guess, I've grown tired of everything.

I'm not saying that I am giving up, I'm just saying that I am letting go. Those are two different words. I'm just simply letting go, I am letting go with an ease in my heart. I want to be happy for Jiyong and Kiko, if they are indeed dating. I really want to but, let's face it, I think that it would probably take time. I'm not a fan of Kiko, not a hater but I just don't like her. It has nothing to do with her being linked with GD. it's just that I don't have a good first impression of her. Sure, she may be sweet and nice as they say but, we can never know cause we don't know her. As for Dara, I simply want the best for her. She have been a part of my life and she plays a very important role in it as well. I just want her to be happy and I hope her future partner will treat her well and will love her wholeheartedly. Anyway. I just want to share this burden I have been carrying inside my heart for god knows how long. And besides, letting go is a part of life right? Tell me guys, am I doing the right thing?