I'm okay now.
I feel like my last blog post was a bit depressing. But I want to say that my roommate made me feel better.
I don’t know how, but we started watching Super Junior videos.
Wait, no, I know how. She was asking me about the Kiyomi(?) video, and what was it about, and then I began talking about how some people really like it and others hate it, and how my bias from Super Junior was like, “I HATE ALL OF YOU, HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE???” when he was doing it.
Then it lead to a tangent of watching Super Junior videos with her, and she was like, “HE IS THE SASSIEST KOREAN GUY EVER, LIKE, YOU HAVE SET MY STANDARDS FOR KOREANS, I’M PROBABLY NEVER GOING TO DATE AN ASIAN GUY (Because she thinks that because she has dark skin, no Asian guy would like her) BUT YOU HAVE SET THE STANDARD!”
And that, just watching Super Junior vidoes made me so much happier.
It’s weird how doing an old habit makes you happy again, doesn’t it?
But I know my sadness will return, so I’ll probably going back to an old hobby again.
In fact, I did.
I’m slowly starting to write fanfiction again, but I’m not going to release it until it’s close to finishing (I don’t want to leave you guys hanging again) so….Maybe in November I’ll put it out. (Writing fanfiction again was my roomate's idea since she was like, "WHY THE LIVING HELL DID YOU STOP?!" when I told her about the time when I wrote fanfiction.
Have any of you missed my writing?
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