I'm okay now.

I feel like my last blog post was a bit depressing. But I want to say that my roommate made me feel better.

I don’t know how, but we started watching Super Junior videos.

Wait, no, I know how. She was asking me about the Kiyomi(?) video, and what was it about, and then I began talking about how some people really like it and others hate it, and how my bias from Super Junior was like, “I HATE ALL OF YOU, HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE???” when he was doing it.

Then it lead to a tangent of watching Super Junior videos with her, and she was like, “HE IS THE SASSIEST KOREAN GUY EVER, LIKE, YOU HAVE SET MY STANDARDS FOR KOREANS, I’M PROBABLY NEVER GOING TO DATE AN ASIAN GUY (Because she thinks that because she has dark skin, no Asian guy would like her) BUT YOU HAVE SET THE STANDARD!”

And that, just watching Super Junior vidoes made me so much happier.

It’s weird how doing an old habit makes you happy again, doesn’t it?

But I know my sadness will return, so I’ll probably going back to an old hobby again.

In fact, I did.

I’m slowly starting to write fanfiction again, but I’m not going to release it until it’s close to finishing (I don’t want to leave you guys hanging again) so….Maybe in November I’ll put it out. (Writing fanfiction again was my roomate's idea since she was like, "WHY THE LIVING HELL DID YOU STOP?!" when I told her about the time when I wrote fanfiction.

Have any of you missed my writing? 

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DeqAh_KeyBer
#1
owh and I'm glad you're felling better now. i was worried about you
DeqAh_KeyBer
#2
MISSED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT UNNIE
WRITE SOON OKAY!?
*sorry it was all in capital since I really miss your writing*
*this is biehaadha btw*
F0rever15
#3
I'm so glad you are feeling better. And yes, I've missed your writing!!!
missdauxian
#4
Update the "living with the idiots" series pls! Hahahaha! :)) I got excited! Hahahaha!
rollingriceball #5
yeeeesss please write again TT TT
khaomankai
#6
Yayy!!! Give a kiss & hug to that friend of yours!! I have a few Indian friends myself who loves Super Junior after I introduced them to their various MVs & variety shows etc. Watching Super Junior videos always makes me feel better when I'm down. And I'll be waiting for that new story of yours. =D
HyukBingsu
#7
i'm glad that you are feeling better now :)
SJ_ELF_1513
#8
Yes yes yes YESSSS I missed your writing so much
Ayakorea
#9
ohh she looks cute and friendly .I think she is in her way to become an E.L.F. good luck in writing . I miss She Fell For A Famous Idiot. fighting
wowwfantasticbabyy #10
Its great that you're doing okay now, even if it may return. Know that happiness is always there somewhere. And I'm glad that you're deciding to start writing again. Your Famous Idiots series was probably one of the first fanfictions I read on here. They were great, and I'm sure they'll be even better since its been a certain amount of time and you've probably matured your writing style. I'm constantly changing mine, so... Anyway, I'll be looking forward to hearing from you again!
Yeonnie
#11
As in survive - more like standing strong and fighting through it (I felt like this sounded more positive x))
Yeonnie
#12
I would definitely read your story! I remember enjoying your stories, so I would enjoy future fics as well
Good to know that you feel better! And even though you say it might not last, remember that you are strong and will survive - like you already have this time.
kaylalukman #13
I miss your writing :D
I always laugh everytime I read your story, chapter by chapter
so tell me, what's the new story is going to be about?