a taelli shipper's thoughts on Sulza scandal and Taemin's upcoming ACE debut
Hi guys,
I haven't written a blog in a long time. After Sulli went on hiatus, I felt like writing a supportive message for her and give hope to her fans but I didn't get the chance to. So now that Taemin's solo album is finally confirmed, with the teaser out and one of the songs already being teased, I think it's finally time to let out the feelings that I have been holding back these past few months.
It's safe to say that as a Sullian and a Taelli shipper, these past 3 months have been horrible. Sulli tried really hard to be strong for us, to make f(x)'s comeback possible as f(5). If you guys recall, the rumours started even before Red Light promotions began, with Choiza irresponsibly losing his wallet and than instead of pretending to hide it like most idols would after a scandal breaks out, he resurfaced all the rumours once again by ignorantly making subtle but obvious comments on variety shows.
Many fans were already very against Choiza and Sulli's relationship as he is 14 years her senior but right when Sulli was at her lowest point, articles about the meaning behind his name came out. Choiza means 'Greateast ' and he brought this up recently on a show as well. Whomsoever still supported Sulza, began hating him at this point. He was careless for losing his wallet and an ignorant and selfish idiot for using Sulli's name to bring up such topics in public. He would always say "I'm being scolded by the entire nation" and you'd think he'd stop, but no.
Choiza became a leech in Sulli's life that continued on her popularity, her innoncent image that she tried so hard to maintain.
As a Sullian, I am very disappointed in Choiza. Sulli likes caring, responsible, mature men and I find none of those characteristics in Choiza. I don't think I'll have any respect for him ever again, despite what his relationship might be with Sulli. It disgusts me even further to think they may have no romantic feelings between them but he's using her like this.
Now coming back to being a Taelli shipper, I am glad I have Taemin's album as a diversion to help my deluded mind about Taelli's current situation. Let's all agree first of all that Taelli have had a past, most likely a romantic one that happened around 2010 and was somehow cut short for unknown reasons. Taelli's relationship in plublic has dissolved into almost no interactions and very awkward ones at that. It would make any shipper wonder "What happened?"
I don't have the answers even if I have my theories but Taemin's debut is giving me the a good vibe that our ship is still intact.
First of all, the teaser images for Red Light and ACE are so damn similar that you'd think Taemin is the sixth member of f(x).
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It's like SM is trying to ship them again.
As we are still on the topic of the album, I'd like to add that Taemin's title song is called Danger, and he also has a song called Pretty Boy ft. Kai and written by Jonghyun. Let's not forget f(x) has a song called Danger and and a song called Pretty Girl.
Second of all, this is my delulu theory but hear me out anyways.
Choiza means 'Greatest ' and Taemin's album is called ACE which is a better synonym for Greatest/Great. He has a song called Ace of ACE, written by Changmin. Here are the lyrics:
What could this mean? If we replace great with ace, it becomes something like 'Great, great, great, i'll show it to you' and 'Tonight, I am your one and only great (?)'
Idk but I feel like there is reference to Sulza here. Taemin is an ACE compared to Choiza (not only as a boyfriend but his manly asset is great too). If your read the rest of the lyrics too like 'inadequate prince in love' and 'I'm a little different than those men who just brushed past your side and left' I can feel like this song screams Taelli. Also Emma (taeflame) noticed this quote "Yeah, tonight, it's game on, talking about what I know about, then I'm gonna ace this" also in Ace of ACE so maybe it's Taemin trying to challenge someone, perhaps Choiza. Similarily, DDR326 also felt that this quote "The infinitely recurring doubts, they're not needed now" describes Sulli's current state, since she may be insecure and doubting her life.
Some would argue that this song is written for Victoria by Changmin, but as a Taelli shipper, I believe only in my theories as deluded as they might be.
What do you guys think?
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