don't know why, but i suddenly had this urge and here i am, sharing the feels i wrote.. it's up to you guys, to think who this character was, it just came to my mind hehehe... so here it is, and also thankies to my private unnie she's my inspiration ^-^

"The 7^th " 

by: UknowMi

A young man with a flower boy image was walking in his white tuxedo, on the busy streets of seoul.

He was walking like he doesn't have a soul, eyes on the ground

Dark and cloudy sky, he stared at it as he stops on his tracks
with a heavy heart and blank mind

Hands cold and shaky, he tries to control himself from crying

The pain inside was too much

As memories came flashing by on his mind, like watching a film in the sky

“you were my light, my happiness and my future… the time you left me 7 years ago, was the death of me… everything shattered, my dreams, hopes and future… now here I am, same day u left me, reminiscing on the past… cause im trap in the past”

A lone tear escapes and drops on the ground like a crystal twinkling, as an image of their last time together came flashing on his mind

Regret. “i've been living in regret for 7 years, it never left me no matter how I try, no matter what other’s tells me… despite the situation, I’ve always felt it was my fault you left… if only, time machines were real, I’ll use one and will try to change our past… who knows if I do that, you’ll still be here with me”

Paths. “it long had been closed for 7 years… I no longer see my goal in life, it’s like I was locked up in a cage of nothing.."

Heart. "my heart? its long been empty and numb, my heart couldn’t accept any love, it always bring me back to you, cause my heart only believes in your love and nothing else… Cause in my heart, no one will love me like you do”

Hurt. “it became my twin, my heart is used to it… but then again, it’s my only path to feeling you, to reminiscing our time together… reason why I will never forget the day you left me, it’s like a treasure of that time that I want to change”

Tears. “I’ve shed a lot of tears to remember the time I never cry..”

He lifelessly continue walking, letting the now rain pouring on him like a water, which he wished to be drowned, along with his pain.

“i know there’s nothing I can do to bring us back, other than death”

Empty doe eyes, stared at the bridge on his left side.

“Let’s see for how long this path will take me to see you again………………………….”

Bitter smile

“by the way, happy 7^th death anniversary……………………………”

So whatcha guys think? it's just my feels as of the moment hehehe ^-^ anyways morning to all ^-^