Hello :)

So today was the worst day of my life… why you may ask?

Well, as you can tell from the latest posts there’s an Aggression from Israel to my country.

As if it wasn’t bad enough from the bombing and Gunboats.

As a few know I’m a Muslim and in this month we fest, meaning no food or drink all day till the sun down.

In this day I wake up in like 12 pm an stay in my bed till 2 pm then I open the laptop and watched some drama till it reached 2:50 then the electricity shut down, it was no wonder since that happen  even when there is no war, however it supposed to come back since my uncle put two line of electricity in the house.

Which mean when one line cut the other would work, so I kept waiting, and waiting, and waiting but it didn’t come.

I called everyone I know and it’s the same, in all Gaza there was no light …

In the end we find out Israel shut it down, it was still a afternoon so there was light, when the sun set down it was time to eat, but the problem is there is no light, so we eat in the dark, till now we didn’t wash the dishes since there was dark everywhere.

I sit on my bed doing nothing but listen to the buzzing of the plans above, it was really scary as if it’s going to bomb you any time, and it was not that bad because my sisters were with me.

After a while I got really scared of the sounds and went to my uncle house which the door next to mine, we live in the same building but after half an hour I found myself on my bed again but this time alone, it was already 12 AM and everyone asleep, and I can’t sleep in the dark and the sounds scared me. Every time I closed my eyes I hear a bombing, it was ugly feeling.

I set on my bed pulling my knees to my chest wishing my mother could be here with me (she is in another country along with my family. I only live here with two older sister, we are family of 12 members, mum dad 7 girls and 3 boys)

I start crying, I don’t even know why, I was alone and it was so dark and the only sound there is the bombing and the buzzing.

I was making me insane, I felt myself going crazy.

That was the ugliest moment in my life.

But there is more to come -_-

Since the electricity only come three hours a

day instead of 8 :(

I just wanted all over, I have stayed in the house for a month now!! I need to walk out! I feel suffocate, I have to see the sky.