Yep like alot of other gyoon fans my heart hurts, from hearing this news about yoona dating LSG, just when i opened and new fanfic for gyoon, i mean on the same day and its my first fanfic, 

i guess i loved gyoon because it felt real, i mean GD saying he liked yoona, but now what? I want to hear yoona herself admit to her dating LSG. gah this is so wierd, recently i have been into jisica but gyoonwas always my bias, my i just cant handle this, i cant sleepit 4:30am and im wide awake because of this news. i cant read gyoon stories anymore nevermind write it, i might change it to jisica , *sigh* i want too see a snsd member dating someone from bigbang! (gd and jessica?) will i ship them now?? ahh what should i do??

in a way this is kinda like a wake up call, i have been soo into kpop and gyoon that im not sure if im even living my life, when did i last study? i should focus on myslef and get my self in college. what im trying to say is that, this made me reailse that these kpop idols have a personal life and we dont know everything about them, there could be more to this story, but will we ever know? i think i have learned that i should be to upset over gyoon not being real because we dont know yoona and jiyong off screen. Maybe GD dosent care that yoona is dating maybe he does. 

gaah i dont know anymore im to speechless and gobsmacked, 

what a start to 2014...........hopefully now i can get some sleep,