Thanks Beyond Words

Hi Everyone!

First and foremost, yay I'm back :DD

I went overseas for a trip for those of you who didn't read my previous blog carefully, so sorry if I made you guys worry for my long absence. It wasn't THAT long right? HEHE.

 

Anyway, I came back and was surprised to see people congratulating me. It was really surprising because at first I thought I was featured but no way, because the system doesn't allow me to get featured anymore and people started saying how "I won."

So I scrolled and I saw....

I won the Author of the Year Awards.

 

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KYAAAAHHHHHH!

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This is really out of my imaginations and expectations!

And really, not one but three awards? I never expected to win any of them, honestly. There are too many good writers out there but...but...

I don't really know how to express my thanks, because this is a greater recognition than getting featured. I'm really glad you guys like my stories. Wow I wasn't even aware you guys favored "According to the Future."

Is it weird if I say it doesn't feel like I won the best Original Character award as well, because it was Byul who won but not me? Hahaha even though I wrote about her, it's like she won and not me. Le martial arts.

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I think I'm out of words. I can't write another handwritten letter, used that. Hehehe.

I know this award doesn't really mean anything though. I'm just here for a longer time than others that's why I have more readers, but I really appreciate those who voted for me. I'm extremely flattered to think that you guys chose me out of the many authors around here. *fans self* I still can't get over it.

Where in the world did you guys get the results anyway, I didn't see them post it anywhere on AFF. Haha it feels so surreal that I'm naively wondering if you guys ganged up on me and photoshopped that image of the award winners.

 

 

Seriously though, thank you.

I started writing because I wanted to, I enjoyed to. I improved, I think, and I gained from my experience here. It was fun seeing people's reactions to the plots I thought of, and when I got wallposts and messages from readers on how they like my stories, I really leapt for joy.

I never expected for you guys to like my stories these much though. Haha, but I'd like to be greedy.

I hope I can write more and well, provide more feels because dear fangirls, we all know we need them. Thank you for your continuous support all this time, since my first fic till now it's been...a rollercoaster ride. Really.

You know when artistes debut, they always say how they hope to keep the rookie mindset? Like when they get famous they never want to forget how they had worked when they were just trainees in the company, unknown and suffering?

I want to be like that too. I don't mean I'm successful or anything, because this is just a fanfiction site. I don't even know if I will venture into writing in the future so this is just a part of the experience in the tour that is my life.

But I want to always remember the elation when I posted my first story. The sheer bliss when the first person subscribed. The jawdropping moment when I got featured for the first time.

I think through time I'm getting a little immuned to things, a little senseless, a little less appreciative. I'm horrified.

I don't want to become someone like that and I apologize if I come off anyway as such. I hope to become someone that is forever rooted, forever grateful, forever sincere.

 

 

I really really reallllllllyyyyy want to thank you guys for all the support and love you have given me.

Don't argue on this, I don't deserve it. I feel a little embarrassed getting all this love and attention, and sometimes I worry if people might stumble on my stories and feel like "What? How the heck did this girl get the Author of the Year awards?" or something like that.

But getting here, reading your comments, wallposts, messages, I just really really want to let you guys know that I appreciate it.

Thank you.

 

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Shawol151310 #1
It's a little late but Congrats! Just curious, but why doesn't the system allow you to get featured anymore?
-machiato
#2
Nae daebak unnie!!!!
honeybearx
#3
Congratulations Goddess-nim :)

Sorry if I was very late though ^^;

But i totally loved your stories and you deserved it very much :DD
aysah_15
#4
CHUKAHEYOOOOOOOO! *throws confetti
im sorry im a bit late scooping news~ XD
teenme14
#5
Congrats!! You totally deserved it!! *Am I late for congratulating you??*..

Anyways, you are welcome! I love you and your stories soooo much!! I just can't get enough of it!!
GirlTwirl #6
Congratz >< *late comment* you deserve it ^^
immapandaninja
#7
Congratulations! You deserve it :)))))
almondblossom #8
congratulations!! Omg I'm so happy for you... You really deserved it, you're awesome!! You're such a great person >.<
Uuu.. I LOVE YOUR STORIES VERY MUCH
chanyoungE #9
nuna congratuation !!! 화이팅 and keep up the good work hope for more better stories in 2013!1!
th_oneandonly #10
Congrats unnie~! Are you Chinese? O.o
Why can't you get featured anymore?
VexenoirReblanca
#11
CONGRATULATIONS CONGRATS CONGRATS GODDESS NIM! <3 <3 <3 you got what you deserve :3 fighting! himnae~ <3 looking forward to your stories~~!!!
willesaur
#12
CONGRATULATIONS !!! YOU TOTALLY DESERVED THE AWARD! ♥ ^w^
EXOternity
#13
Congratulations.
You deserve it, believe me. :)
And believe all the people who voted for you as the 'Author of the Year'
(though I have no idea there's a thing like that)
LOL :))
LeeTaeka
#14
congratulations!!!