Me: Dayana, I've come up with a conclusion...
Dayana: What is it?
Me: I'm not... a romantic person.
Dayana: Of course you're not.

I find romance to be humorous, in a not very amusing way. I have a friend who likes to be romantic and call me names like 'darling' and 'baby' or some shizz. But I can't find myself to respond the same way. And the fact that my friend would wait for me to response the way he expects, puts pressure on me. Well not really pressure but hey, someone is putting expectations on me and if I can't return back the way I want to the person would be disappointed. I can type it out, I can put it in writing. But to actually say such things, that's beneath me. Unless if it's just some roleplaying thing going on then I don't mind doing it, it's entertaining. But to say it with actual meaning, that I cannot. 

I don't like ridiculous dramas. I don't like it when people make a big deal out of something so little. It irks me to a point I feel like walking out on the person. Again with the exception of acting it out, but when it's during a normal condition and someone gets worked up over a freaking message that wasn't replied or not smiling for once because apparently I have to hide my feelings of content and be all happy preppy with the person, it adds complication to life of both parties. And it creates tension, seriously. I don't see why would you let those tiny things bother you so much. There are so, so, so many other life complications, let the little ones pass by.

My friend says I'm a very versatile person -apparently. If there's a problem, I'd find the simplest way out of it. This is possibly a contribution to why I can't do romance. Because okay, let's use... a relationship as an example (if they're supposed to romantic or something). I have no enthusiasm for being in a relationship. I don't like the idea of it. From how I observe the many 'couples' in my school, when they're in a relationship, they secretly expect a lot from the other person. They expect them to be their company whenever they want, to say thank you with a special smile that makes you blush or something cheesy like that. And other stuff... I don't like that. For me, it's confusing if the person gets angry over what I don't do for them or why I don't reply their wall message.

"Calm yourself man. It's not a big deal."  

I... don't really have a strong perspective on this thing. Romance, relationships are topics which can't fully be introduced through text books and the internet. So I went with my obervation; and it's not pretty. Or I guess.. not where I am. I myself has never really experienced a real relationship. And now I come to this conclusion;

I am not a romantic person. 

DUH.