I've never actually blogged anything before so I guess I'm going to start now...

So yesterday I went to my tutor class in the morning and the day before my friend tells me to give a note to someone. The note was to be given to two of her guys friends and the notes says something like:

im giving you this note because (my name)  does not have the courage to talk to you... Etc. 

WHAT? It makes me sound like I like them which I don't. I just happened to accidentally tell her that I use to like him. 

So at recess I walk up to them and I look at both of them and give them the note, "here it's from _____ and she said to write back."    .... They both just stood there and no one would take it. I awkwardly stood there with my hands out waiting for someone to just take the note. Some other guy whose note it wasn't for is the only person that would take it but I didn't want to give it to him. So I waited and finally after being ignored by the other guy and their group, one of the guys take it. I tell them to write back and walk away. I looked ack and they were passing the note around... I should've known, so before it could go viral I went back to take it back but when I went back one of the guys was reading it to the person. 

I take it back and am like forget it, I'll write myself. I walk away completely embarrassed and I sit with my friends crying. My friend then then rips the part about me and my other friends gives it to her boyfriend (who acts like he has no idea what's going on when he was sitting with us the whole time) to give to them and tell them to write back. He gives it to them and one of them says I don't want to write to her.... Are they really friends? 

I realise that I had to spend another hour and a half with them in the same class... Oh I felt like shooting myself. Of course I pretended that nothing happened and played the 'happy act' but inside I was dying and to be honest I liked one of the other guys in his group,,.. So yeah, my life is pretty ruined. They never returned the note...

I HATE MY FRIEND SOOO MUCH!! She just finds the best way to ruin my life, 😭😭 is she even my friend...? 

Someone just shoot me now. 😩🔫