Waiting for my Latest Story to Appear and a Bit of Sadness
Before aff went on maintenance, I posted up the foreword of my Big Bang fic. I already had a few subscribers. I'm waiting for aff to put it back up so I could update. The fic was for a contest so if they don't put it back up by August 4, then I guess I really have to make a new foreword. It's a good thing I haven't posted the story itself back then. That was a close call.
Later tonight when I go to work, I'll know if I passed training or not. I didn't do my best in the test yesterday. I was being careless and wasn't feeling well. Plus, I suddenly got my menstruation while taking the test. Sigh... 92/100.... while my friends got 97, 99 and even 100... T_T It made me feel frustrated because I know I could have gotten that score if only I was in my best condition. At least I wasn't the lowest but still... sigh... I think I'm second to the lowest... sigh... to think I was the second highest back in English training and one of the highest in NHO training... X_X
I'll get over this 92/100 IF I manage to pass Product training. The overall grade doesn't really matter to me as long as I PASS. No matter how many people keep on reassuring me that I'll pass; I won't assume anything until I get my hands on a hard evidence called a certificate. My heart is still feeling unsettled. Looks like I won't have any good rest/sleep today again.
For now, I'm going to look for a distraction to help me calm down and not to worry too much for tonight's results.
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