Waiting for my Latest Story to Appear and a Bit of Sadness

Before aff went on maintenance, I posted up the foreword of my Big Bang fic. I already had a few subscribers.  I'm waiting for aff to put it back up so I could update.  The fic was for a contest so if they don't put it back up by August 4, then I guess I really have to make a new foreword.  It's a good thing I haven't posted the story itself back then.  That was a close call.

Later tonight when I go to work, I'll know if I passed training or not.  I didn't do my best in the test yesterday.  I was being careless and wasn't feeling well.  Plus, I suddenly got my menstruation while taking the test.  Sigh... 92/100.... while my friends got 97, 99 and even 100... T_T  It made me feel frustrated because I know I could have gotten that score if only I was in my best condition.  At least I wasn't the lowest but still... sigh... I think I'm second to the lowest... sigh... to think I was the second highest back in English training and one of the highest in NHO training... X_X 

I'll get over this 92/100 IF I manage to pass Product training.  The overall grade doesn't really matter to me as long as I PASS.  No matter how many people keep on reassuring me that I'll pass; I won't assume anything until I get my hands on a hard evidence called a certificate.  My heart is still feeling unsettled.  Looks like I won't have any good rest/sleep today again.

For now, I'm going  to look for a distraction to help me calm down and not to worry too much for tonight's results.