Hola chicas, 

it’s been a while ik but i came on here because I need advice. Ive already asked literally all my friends what they think of this situation but it feels a tad biased because they’re my friends and they wanna love and support me (love y’all mwah) so I wanted to ask some of y’all for advice on here because there is no risk of anyone ik seeing this. Okai so here goes nothing. 

So I have a crush on a boy who is in year 12 (he’s 16) and I am in year 11 (i’m 15). Lets call this crush Harry Potter, so Harry Potter didnt really know I exsisted until I added him on snapchat and started speaking to him. During our conversations he was really open with me and literally told me everything about his life when I didnt even ask and I told him everything about me which is strange because we barely knew eachother (he didn’t know who I was at all but he was telling me his whole life story wtf) anyways so I post a couple selfies on ze snap so he can get a glimpse of what I look like and then he begins to initiate conversations himself without me having to pop up first so i’m thinking maybe he tryna get to know me idk. So we talk on the snap a couple times (during xmas holidays) and then we come back to school. I see him in school, he sees me, he doesn’t acknowledge my existence at all. After like 3 weeks he began to take more glances at me because I would post selfies on the regular to the point where he’s not even afraid he would just look in my face but obviously I wouldn’t do anything because he’s in year 12 and his friends intimidate me. So fast forward to valentines holidays (now) I just thought it yolo imma pop up to him so I did but now he takes so ing looonnnggg to reply and when he does the convos are brief and short but in those brief short convos he would say sweet confusing bullchi like ‘i’ll ttyl if you want’ or ‘hows your holidays?’ Saying stuff tht makes him seem as if he cares. HOWEVER I was talking to him yesterday and he was at a sleepover at his friends house but obviously I didn’t know that and was talking to him but then he told me what friend he was with. Now I ing hate this friend that he’s with for different reasons (another tale for another time) so i’m getting scared like ‘oh what if he’s telling his friends that he’s talking to me, making fun of me, laughing at me’ now i’m thinkIng this because my school has some kinda segregation where its almost forbidden to talk to people from different years ESPECIALLY if youre talking to someone in a year younger than yours, so naturally i’m just thinking omg they roasting the outta me because i’m a year 11 who tried it with a year 12. So im terrified so I just decide to go to sleep and hopefully it will be fine in the morning. Then I wake up with a text from Harry Potter saying ‘sorry my phone got finessed by my friends’ so obviously this made me even more scared than I actually was (AND EMBARRASSED) so im kinda pissed so i’m just like ‘whatever ur getting blocked’ but later on my friend made me come to my senses so I apologized saying ‘sorry I was overreacting I don’t have any reason to block you’ and then Harry Potter says ‘sorry if I said anything stupid last night I was drunk’ so i’m just like for s sake fam ommggg and i’m just like ‘ok its cool dw’ and he kept on apologising and saying ‘sorry my bad’ ‘I wasn’t that drunk tho’ ‘it was only me and like 4 other people’ so i’m like omg fam idc just gtfo my snaaaappp. My friends tell me Harry Potter cares about what I think of him and that he could easily cut me off if he wanted to but he doesn’t because he cares about me supposedly. I don’t believe this because 1)he takes so ing long to reply 2)he never pops up first anymore its always me. 

This blog is getting a bit long so imma stfu but what do y’all think should I stop wasting my time or wait for Harry Potter to come to his senses?