Hey, guys. It's Riddikilus. Do people read these actually? Well.. anyways, to those who do, I know I haven't been active in a while and my stories are probs rotting here, specially the unfinished ones but I've been busy with uni. A lot has happened aside from that too and... yeah, my life is kind of a mess at the moment. I don't know when I'll officially be back here but I think I won't be back for a while so for all those who're patiently waiting for updates, I'm sorry but you're going to have to wait longer. I hope you still can? 

Today's the last day of 2017 apprently. I would want to greet you guys a happy new year but I'm not at my best... I don't think I can genuinely wish you a happy new year. Recently, I lost a very dear friend of mine. I'm very hurt. I'm a little lost and my heart is just so heavy. I've been crying a lot and doing all sorts of things to vent my grief into but I still can't seem to move on or even believe that he's really gone. I didn't say this to sadden you guys. Specially now, a night where we should be celerating. I just want to explain my absence and maybe let you guys know now that you'll never predict when someone close to your heart may leave you. There are so many things I wished I could've said, could've done for him and with him but that's all too late now. Go tell your friends and your family members that you love them, make them feel your love or see it in your very eyes. Hug them tight, smile and laugh with them. Enjoy every single moment you have with them as much as you can. Maybe that way... it'll be easier to accept them when the time does come... 

I guess that's all I have to say. This is seriously so depressing to talk about. I'll get back to whatever the hell I was doing before this sjhfiurjbfjhf. Goodnight! May god bless you and your family for the coming new year. I love you all <3