Sorry for the lack of updates :( It's been a hard three days...,
I'm so sorry for the lack of updates this week.
It's been a horrible few days for me.
I started my new job and while it's not that hard and I'm doing alright, I've been in a very bad place ever since...,
I think it's the adjustment in my schedule that's triggering my anxiety.
I've had a panic attack before and after work every day and today was my day off, but I spent the whole day in an anxiety fueled Hell.
It's been a nightmare. I lost count of all the panic attacks I've had this week.
I feel like I'm dying.
So, writing has been tough. I wish I could write because it always makes me feel better, but it's so bad that I can barely function.
I start full time next week. I hope I can handle it. I'll be gone every day from 7:30am to 5:30pm...,
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I hate this, but I have to push through. I have to...,
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