How do adulthood feels.

It feels bland like a world of black & white. You are too tired to even care for anything.
I keep wondering what the hell is wrong with me. I keep being stupid. Keep doing something wrong.
Like my life's a magnet for depression. A melancholic days i need to die.

A breakup, I don't even knew how to endure anymore. Keep gazing forward.
Keep walking through, coming through even though the pain never stop.