BTW ; Black To White ♜ Star♖Shine on me
nam Byul
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⟪ HEIGHT ⟫ 150cm
⟪ WEIGHT ⟫ 39kgs
⟪ APPEARANCE ⟫
She has wavy medium length dark brown hair chocolate brown feline like eyes and a beauty mark under her right eye.
⟪ FASHION STYLE ⟫
a very casual style she doesn't like to try to hard when it comes to dressing up she seeks comfort before style although she won't go out in antything that doesn't match regardless.
⟪ POSITIVE TRAITS ⟫ level headed, accepting, caring, sweet
⟪ NEGATIVE TRAITS ⟫ Shy,Gullible,Pushover, and Clingy.
⟪ PERSONALITY ⟫
Level headed: Byul always thinks clearly, and takes the time to look at all sides before she makes a decision, evaluating the pros and cons of every aspect before deciding. she manages to control her emotions efficiently in every difficult situation by thinking logically. when byul comes to realize that she did not act appropriately in a difficult or stressful situation, she takes the responsibility for her actions, regrets it more often than not and takes the chance to learn from it.
accepting: Byul doesn't care who someone is or how they are she will accept people for who they are be it they are mean, rude, friendly, and other things of the sort. Byul isn't one to judge people ever she wants to have others feel like they are good enough the way they are unlike how she feels about herself at times so she is always there and happy to make friends with all of the members and anyone that well attempts to talk to her and be her friend.
Caring: She is someone that shows kindness and concern for others she is concerned about others and will never hesitate to be kind and do kind things for the people she is worried about. she wants to help everyone she can.
Sweet: Byul is someone who can easily talk to people as well as listen. she doesn't judge people, She is someone who always smiles. She is always someone who helps friends and stranger she does her best to make the people around her comfortable
shy: the feeling of apprehension, lack of comfort, or awkwardness especially when Byul is around other people that she doesn't know. It takes her awhile to warm up to people but when she does she is friendly and kind. Byul is mainly worried about what people would say about her weight and that has a lot to do with it.
Gullible: Byul Is trusting when trust is not warranted. She is very much a surface thinker. What you see, or hear, is what you get kind of thinking. She doesn't exactly focus on what she doesn't know and more on what she does know.
Pushover: Byul if asked to do something will always do it No is not in her vocabulary at all she is always doing things for other people over herself if she is in the middle of doing something and someone she knows asks her for help Byul will always stop whatever she is doing and help out the person who asked for it.
Clingy: As soon as Byul gets close to someone because she doesn't exactly have a lot of friends because she's quite, so when she does get them Byul is constantly texting, calling, and checking in on them constantly and if they are hanging out she's constantly by their sides
⟪ BACKGROUND ⟫
Byul was born as the last child and only girl in a family that already had two boys her oldest being older than her by a good two years and her second being older than her only by a year. Her life was a decent one and she wasn't ever left without attention. Her father owning a mall and mother owning her own make up line. As a child her parents encouraged their kids to pursue their interest and that's exactly what Byul did much like her brother woohyun she took an interest in performing and music she fell in love with singing . She'd always sung for her brother's and parents. As well as anyone who would allow her. This continued as time continued and even in high school she was a choir student who worked hard to get to were she had solos and leads in performances. She always had to work at least somewhat to get where she wanted to be. When she'd Decided that she wanted to become a kpop idol along with Woohyun her parents supported her desire and so she did her best to prepare to audition.
Byul having with the help of woohyun managed to come up with a routine thrat she was satisfied with for the up and coming jyp auditions. She practed and practiced each and every day utnil it was time so that she could be as confident as she possibly could have been when it came to auditioning for one of the biggest entertainment companies and auditioning in general. It took roughly tqo weeks for her to hear if she'd made it in or not as a trainee and finding out that she had she was beyondd estatic promising her family they'd make her proud and wouldn't give up.
⟪ LIKES ⟫
– the heat
–animals
–Cooking and feeding others
– infinite
– family
⟪ DISLIKES ⟫
– bugs
–mirrors
– bullies
– people talking bad about themselves
Junk food
⟪ HABITS ⟫
–weighing herself several times a day
– doing body checks everytime she is alone in front of a mirror
–picking at her finger nails
– smelling food but not eating it
– avoiding conversation about food
⟪ HOBBIES ⟫
– cooking
– singing
– sewing
–reading
– drawing
⟪ FEARS ⟫
–gaining weigh
– heights
– clowns
⟪ TRIVIA ⟫
– keeps a scale under her bed
– has a notebook where she writes down all the things she eats in a day and her total calorie intake,
– goes for early morning runs and late night runs
– Has a dog named snickers
– if she eats she will only eat in her room to avoid people watching her eeat
– has every infinite album that has ever come out as a way to support woohyun
– Has a twitter that no one but her knows aboiut where she vents and finds support about her anorexia.
–Has tried recovery but ended up relapsing and ius no constantly fighting with herself about it.
–Keeps her eating disorder or tries to keep it a secrect from the new members.
– Has a collection of plushiews on her bed from her brother and gifts from fans she always sleep swith them as they help keep her warm.
⟪ FAMILY ⟫
→ mom, nam Soohee⋮ 68 ⋮ owner of a make up line ⋮ outgoing, funny, nosy⋮ Byul and her mother aren't as close as they could be but they are still somewhat close they don't spend too much time together. Byul and her will ocasionally go out for a coffee or movie with her come home and talk about what's going on in her life and talk about boys and things if the sort.
Nam Jaesung // 58 // owner of a mall // pessimistic, funny, carefree // She is his little princess his youngest child and his only girl he gives her everything she could ever want she does her best to make him proud and you can normally find her and him watching sports together the two of them enjoy watching soccer games.
→ older brother » Nam Boo Hyun » 28/29 » Teacher » Byul sees Boohyun more as a father figure than anything mainly for the fact that he was more or less the one who always played with her and woohyun because their parents were always busy with work. Boohyun despite being only two years older then her is way more mature then his actual age and so he is always making sure that Byul is well taken care of even more so because she's the only girl in the family and he wants the best for her.
→ brother, nam woohyun ⋮ 26 ⋮ member of infinite ⋮ down-to-earth,carefree, and playful⋮
The two are best friends and siblings have been since Byul was born. The two are always doing things because from a young age byul wanted to copy everything he did. Wanting to be like her older brother and be as cool as she thought he was. The two often grab a bite to eat together when they can, help each other out when they can and over all are just there to support each other.
⟪ FRIENDS ⟫
→ Best friend — ong minah(25) / dancer/ caring, messy, outgoing, snarky/8/10/ best friends since the 5th grade the two have been through it all and they know everything about each other. you will often find minah and Byul at a cafe or spa the two of them love to spend time together. They are each others everything and Minah could care less about Woohyun
Good friend/ Lee Jongsoo/ 24/Strict, pessimistic, charasmatic/Law student/9/10/ Yin and Yang right here the two are very much like cat and mouse but they keep each other in their toes which excites Byul and Jongsoo finds it amusing and humors her. They met in middle school because one of Byul friends were picking on him since he was the knew kid and she wasn't going to have it so she stood up for him. They've been close ever since then.
⟪ OTHERS ⟫
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→ Relation, name ⋮ age ⋮ occupation ⋮ personality ⋮ relationship with your character
→ Relation, name ⋮ age ⋮ occupation ⋮ personality ⋮ relationship with your character
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⟪ PLOTLINE ⟫shine on me
⟪ STAGE NAME ⟫ Star
⟪ PERSONA ⟫ The big sister/mom
⟪ FANCLUB NAME ⟫ twilights
⟪ FANCOLOR ⟫ DARK BLUE (#ffcc66)
⟪ POSITION ⟫ Main vocal, Leader
⟪ TWINS ⟫
– Vocal: gugudan sejeong /Haebin
– Rap: none
– Dance: Gugudan sejeong/ weki meki yoojung
⟪ TRAINING YEARS ⟫ 3 years
⟪ TRAINING BACKGROUND ⟫
During her trainee years Byul struggled with her weight it was her biggest issue with training her brothers insured her that she was healthy but no not the others not at all they always called her fat and told her that she needed to lose weight. It started to get to her though after a while she would only see fat when she looked in the mirror and when she tried on clothes. She had to fix it and it wasn't that hard she focused less on taking food breaks during practices and training and more and more on getting better at everything else. Her singing couch and her would spend hours together to help her hone her singing skills and to better her dancing skills. It was worth the training to become a member of btw.
⟪ PREDEBUT EXPERIENCES ⟫
–makeup comercial
⟪ RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHER MEMBERS ⟫
Byul at first wasn't sure about actually having new members but in the end she really lies them and considers them as her sisters. they get along like the others members would. She thinks that without them they might not have another change and so she is focused on making the best of the situations.
⟪ PERSONAL ISSUE ⟫ Anorexia
⟪ HOW DID IT START? WHEN? ⟫
It all began during her trainee years when people would tell her she was way to fat and that she needed to lose weight constantly. It slowly each and every day got to her more and more and more. It came to the point where she would look in the mirror anywhere and all she would see is fat and more fat although she was at a healthy weight. It began to consume her and she began slowly eating less and less, working out more, counting each and every little calorie in everything and if she didn't know what it was she refused to eat it because she didn't calculate it. Byul would make excuses as to why she couldn't eat like she ate a big breakfast, she didn't like the food without something, she was going to eat later. She barley ate food and always weighed herself. Byul was diagnosied with anorexia half a year into her training. When she looks into the mirror all she sees is fat even though she's more like skin and bones.
⟪ EMOTIONAL EFFECTS ⟫
Depression
anxiety
low self esteem
withdraw from social situations, particularly those involving food.
a lack of interest in doing things previously enjoyed
TRIGGERS For relapse /signs of relapse
weighing herself more
going on diets
Counting all the calories in her meals
Bringing and purging
Restricting food
Using laxatives
working out more
Skipping meals all together
Triggers that make her uncomfortable /upset her
when one of the members or anyone comments on the food she is eating
Someone commenting on her weight
Seeing skinny people
Being asked to go to Something that involves eating
Certain foods like cakes, cupcakes, food high in calories
⟪ WHO'S AT YOUR SIDE? ⟫
she talks to her brothers about it and the old BTW members about it rarely because she doesn't really like talking about it but she trusts them most of all when it gets to hard for her to handle by herself especially when it comes to her dealing with her relapses is when she relies on the girls more than her brother's because they can help her look for signs and she can go into inpatient to get the help she needs. Though she won't always say something about it and allow herself to relapse because it's what she thinks she needs.
⟪ ELABORATE FURTHER ⟫
whole body SYMPTOMS/ side efffects
dehydration,
dizziness,
fainting,
fatigue,
low blood pressure,
low body temperature,
osteoporosis,
water-electrolyte imbalance,
feeling cold
brittle nails,
bruising,
dieting,
dry hair,
dry skin,
headache,
sensitivity to cold,
slow heart rate
Behavioral SYMPTOMS/ side effects
binge eating,
compulsive behavior,
hyperactivity,
impulsivity,
social isolation
LONG LASTING EFFECTS:
Brain damage
Organ failure
gastrointestinal distress
Chronic dehydration
Muscle and bone loss
Loss of period
Infertility
Cardiovascular complications
Depression and anxiety
love interest
⟪ OCCUPATION ⟫ write here ⟪ AGE ⟫ write here ⟪ BIRTHDAY ⟫ month day
⟪ BACK UP ⟫ write here ⟪ BACK UP ⟫ write here
⟪ FIRST MEETING ⟫
Ohohoho how did you meet~
⟪ INTERACTIONS ⟫
How do you act together?
⟪ RELATIONSHIP ⟫
Your statusss. How you are. Are ya like a married couple or whatttt
⟪ HOW WELL DOES HE OR SHE TRULY KNOW HER? ⟫
How well do they know your character? Do they know her darkest secrets? Or do they just see the surface?
⟪ COUPLE TRIVIA ⟫
- please use this I hate it when it's not used it makes me sad
- hit enter for more trivia spots
- make me love their relationship
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