╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ ; hansol vernon choi.

i’m down with a cold and writers’ block, it , really. so i decided to cheer myself up by writing this little something on a boy that means the whole world to me. from the title, you can probably guess who it is.

for those who know me well, they’d know that i’m absolutely seventeen trash. like i’m not even kidding. i’m dumpster-level trash for all thirteen of them. and if it hasn’t been obvious, my current biases (then again, what is a bias in seventeen?) are haohao and seungkwan, and the first sebongie to steal my heart back during mansae era was wonwoo, but hansol is very, very special to me.

i know that for most people, it was hansol that drew them in, and same goes for me. it was in 2015. i was just finished with some really big exams and hence, got a lot of time to spare. i enjoyed wasting my time on youtube and there was this music video that just wouldn’t go away from my recommendations; seventeen’s mansae. at the time, i just casually knew who seventeen were, a best friend of mine told me about them and when i searched them up, samuel was still the maknae. cue my tears. and so, take a guess on what made me finally watch the mv?

it was hansol. hansol was the thumbnail, it was that scene where he was holding his jaw after he got slapped. each time i saw the thumbnail, my curiousity would grow—is he mixed? does he have caucasian blood? why is he so pretty? when i watched the mv, i was astounded. seventeen had what was my main priority for boy groups: good choreo. but, considering that they had thirteen members which was too many for my poor, 15-year-old heart to take, i was careful not to fall for them. i did fall for wonwoo, but i was most familiar with hansol. i remember that it was around that time when my friend had asked me which idol was it that was bashed for being horrible on smtm, and i screenshotted the list of idol participants and assumed it was vernon. oh, how time flies.

i even watched a video of him on that show, little something?, during which he still had braces on and that mess of a hairstyle. i found him super attractive, though? so, yeah. i knew him the best at first. lmao i think all carats can relate to this.

fast forward two years later. i succumbed to the temptation of listening to ‘don’t wanna cry’ and the frickin’ cut of jeonghan, jihoon and hansol doing ‘oppaya’ (for god’s sake, once again, it was hansol as the thumbnail) and good heavens, i hadn’t seen hansol in a while and he looked amazing. boy grew up so well. but weekly idol made me trip for seungkwan and hao and basically for all of seventeen, so, i hadn’t paid a lot of attention to hansol.

but recently i’ve been watching over him a lot and oh god, i’m swerving. no normal human is perfect but hansol is the closest thing to perfection for me. his physical features are already a blessing on their own—his eyes, his smile, everything—but his heart... i’m so in love.

he’s the sweetest male idol i’ve ever seen. the only idol i know that actually tries to remember all his fans’ names. a boy, who even at a young age, had such a strong mentality that even when he was in a room full of rappers who talked about him, he remained smiling. has great manners, never overdoes anything, also the only idol i see carrying a plastic bag around and helping others throw their trash. in a way, he’s flirtatious and super charming, but is the total opposite of a boy. he speaks up against stereotypes, is so caring towards his group members (his brothers, okay) and is such a pure-hearted soul. he may be one of the quieter ones, but the smallest things he does and all his best memesol moments can never fail to make me laugh.

i am so soft for this guy, it’s unbelievable. honestly, if i can only choose one member of seventeen to talk to, it would be him. i want to tell him that i admire him so much and that he’s such an amazing person. i love him with all my heart, i want nothing more than to see him always happy and healthy. i would protect him with my life, even if we don’t know each other personally and i’m no more than a fan to him. just his existence brightens up my life, so thank you, hansol’s parents, for bringing such a beautiful boy into this world.

and thank you so much, hansol, for making this world a better place. ♡

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Wooyaboya
#1
He's not my bias but Hansol always cheers me up and reminds me to take it easy too. So happy you found inspiration in him ♡ and yes he makes this world a better place
yuphonic
#2
wow u sound very fond of him ^_^
ik how u feel, it really amazes me how idols can inspire people they don't even know but it feels like u know them cos they put a certain portion of themselves out there(does that even make sense?)
yeah he wasnt the best on smtm (i feel bad for laughing at 'headlines') but it seriously takes guts to go on that show with people who are more experience than u
and same! i got into svt cos of mansae too