I fell in love for a moment then it comes back whenever I see him. I thought I could survive seeing him all smiling in front of me. Idek if this is what they called love because there's time I feel nothing special about him. A few days ago, I got a news saying he will transfer out far away from here. I'm happy for he gets what he wants, what he needs. He doesn't come from a wealthy family and since he's the eldest, he has to try hard to get scholarship or something like that. Almost everyone loves him for being a goody two-shoes. He's tall, quite sturdy, having that angelic and tender smile I don't even feel bored to look at. He reminds me of Hongbin and Johnny. The most outstanding, he's confident and he knows it. Capable in speaking english for boys his age is almost nowhere to be seen nowadays. 

I still remember the 1st time I got to know him was when he introduced himself in english like a pro. Honest said, I'm not interested to take a look at him talking, thus slamming my head on the desk. But a few minutes he started to talk smoothly, I lifted ma face. Well done, he shoots arrow into my heart right away, right there. Oh, and my friends used to call me 'stone' or 'ice princess'. You know why. Who thought that a girl like me can be melted even a bit. 

He'll go this 10th July. We have our muet speaking exam this 11th. He's my group member and it's awkward. I bet everyone will prepare him some presents, while I just want to give him a quote I love dearly. My best buddy still remember that I've ever thought about confessing before. But I think, I just want to let it go, let him go. I think, he silently has already returned my heart which he stole. If this is a drama with me and him as the main roles, I'll cry a sea right now, stopping him from leaving. Should I write a one shot story based on my sad love life or what?