Yeah so I've been thinking a lot. I've been having sleepless nights and s like that whilst holding my pen and notebook plus looking through my computer that's next to my ipad (which is also opened). Well I've been wanting to write a story with Bobby as my muse. A day had come that I got such a wonderful idea but I DIDNT WRITE IT DOWN SO I AM 10000x REGRETTING IT!! So now I'm kinda frustrated about everything since I've been writing everything that comes into my mind and the fact that I am losing too much sleep time because of that frustrates me even more. SO. Now, I'm thinking of "should I write about a fluff or should I make it rated M?" Well I dont know since I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT AMAZING IDEA THAT CAME UP TO ME A FEW DAYS AGO and now I'm actually waiting for it to comeback again.

As for my last fanfiction "The Mistressess" I am so sorry for those who commented and left me a message asking when will I going to update it again. Well the answer is NO. I am not going to update it again since I've lost my passion in writing that story.

Passion is what I treasure the most and I don't like pushing myself into something I don't want to do or continue if I don't  have the desire or the drive to do that since I love my work and I'm pouring my heart, soul and mind unto that and I think that's what makes an art a masterpiece. Tho I am not saying my works are a masterpiece but I still want to be satisfied with what I've done and you guys being my readers, I wanted you to be satisfied and filled as well.

this is my first ever blog so thank you for taking your time unto reading my bull (if there are any of you are even reading LOL) I just wanted to get this out of my chest. 

Ok byeeee