Dearest Lost Friend, 

Hope you have been well. It is so nostalgic to write to you again. We used to write to each other a lot. It was like a miracle when we became friends. I was literally lost and you came into my life like a light I could follow everyday to drag myself out of the abyss. You were always so bubbly and encouraging. Always kind and supportive. A friend from heaven. 

For that, I will always be grateful for. 

However, you suddenly disappear. For months I have been wondering, why? I tried to approach you in all possible ways just to know if everything is OK with you, but no use. All I am encountering is a silence. 

Why, though? 

I read our mails again and again and I cannot understand. 

What was lost in translation, darling?

Did I say something that hurt you? Offend you? I am sorry if I did. I never meant to. I would never do something like that. 

Did something, God forbid, happened to you? Or your dear ones? 

Are you OK? Where have you gone? 

I miss you... I really do... 

It is not like we lack friends, My Lost Friend. Both you and I are blessed with the best friends one could have. In my heart however, your place is special and unique. You know that. I hope you do and if not, you can know it now. 

You are very precious to me. 

I would understand if we had to part way. That is part of life. It would hurt like hell, but after a while, logic will make peace with emotions. This much, I know. It is not first time that I am experiencing that. I just need to know the reason. 

Do you think of me? Still hold me in your prayers? Do you still send me power energies? 

Do you miss me? Even remember my name? 

Have I really lost you? 

Wondering all that hurts too... 

I just do not want to assume or wonder. It hurts me too. 

That is why, at least a reason for sudden silence would have been a kind gesture. I deserve this much. 

Dear Lost Friend, 

Do you know how much it hurts when you are left without a good bye? 

There are no words to explain that. 

I really do not like to be left in the dark. I really do not understand why all the sudden I was left like this. At least, tell me why and I will take of the rest from there. 

But!

You have to know this much, Dear Lost Friend. You are always welcome back to me. I love you for who you are. I respect you and support your dreams. Always rooting for you. Come whenever. I would not mind and I would not say a thing to embarrass you or hurt you. You can write to me anytime you wish to. Please do. 

I will wait. 

Here.

- Dua...