I feel like this past week has been crazier than it ever could be.

So, I wanted to keep your updated on some stuff, since this might add to the reasons why I might not be as active as planned to be. Recently, a lot happened. 
I made a short blog post about it, that I quickly deleted. Recently, I've had the news that my godmother was in a coma at the hospital. She has always been suffering from diabetes and the complications of it have always been greater than reality for her. She lost so many babies because of her medication, got her toes amputated and so on. Still, all my family and I thought it was alright, that she was strong enough to get through it. 

However, no matter how much we prayed for the best, the worst was the only thing that came. On Tuesday the 16th of May, her brain was officially diagnosed medically dead and we had to unplug her from the machines that were keeping her alive. She died that day, surrounded by her family that she loved so dearly. She was 39. 

It is unreal to most of us. I won't lie, I wasn't as close to her than I would have liked to be. Life kept us busy and we got our separate ways but never did I really thought this would happen. I still loved her and we were still family. 

My week was pretty restless, I have to confess. On top of that, you can add many exams that were consuming the little energy that I had left... you get the picture.

HOWEVER, not everything is gray and it is sometimes when you think everything turned for the worst that your deepest wishes turn out to come true. 

Before it all happened, I had got the news that one of my favorite video editor on youtube (Datjimilly)  was looking for an author to collaborate with for her next video fanfic. There was plenty of people who participate and good friend of mine supported my application. There were weeks of 'tests' and 'tryouts' to see who might fit the most. As of today, I just got the news that I have been selected as the author for this great project. I am looking forward to it and it will be a first that I collaborate with someone for something of the sort. I really do hope some of you might be able to check it out. 

This will be a Jimin CEO!AU type of story. Definitely worth checking out, guys.

We are currently working on it but I will make another blogpost when the time will come to let you know where to look for it. 

So this is basically what is happening. Between the funerals on Saturday, my last exams, and this upcoming collaboration, I don't know when I will be able to update but don't worry guys, I am not giving up just yet. Summer surely will hold great things for us and I plan on making it a summer to remember. 

I hope you guys are doing well. I love you all and thank you for all your support. xxx

Laulau95