I'm writing this post because I just really really want to talk about this but have nowhere to talk about this

So I have 2 problems. First one:

so about 2 weeks ago, the college entrance announcement has been announced, and I didn't pass, so I have to take the exam (in my country, there are 2 ways of college entrance), which is totally fine for me tho. I just have to study.

but what I really hate is, this girl in my class who came from rich family, passed, even tho she's not even smart (fyi, she doesn't even know how to spell "focus", and she cheats on her exam a lot) and she's nearly in the last ranks for social studies major while I'm in the top 10, and I didn't pass, but she did. No one in my class but her passed.

I know, she's rich and all, but isn't this unfair? If in the end they are going to judge from the background, then why did they tell us to study all the time? Just tell me that because my parents retired already, I can no longer pass. Just because I'm not rich, and just because I'm not a daughter of a politician, I can't pass.

This makes me hate her even more tho. I don't really like her from the very beginning because all she ever do is cheat on her exam (forcing me to give her answers to her exam, and worse, I can't even say stuffs like ", no" because I don't want unnecessary drama. There are only a few rare occasions where the test questions are different, and I lied to her that we have different questions even if we have the same one) and go around telling everyone what to do even if she's a nobody. And now this? Just how far this girl can go?

and now, that she gets her so called college entrance, she still wants to take the exam, which is totally ing annoying and disgusting of her. Like, I mean, well, I know, she won't even pass, but come on, this girl can cheat with her politican mom's money just like the way she did with the other way. 

I've been holding this in for 2 weeks because I think talking to my friend and family would just worsen this problem

And this is the second one:

my sister has been dating this guy (who for god's sake has a wife and 2 kids) for I don't know how long.

the worse is, my sister also has 2 kids from her previous marriage, where she cheated on her husband for that dude.

what I'm going to say next may sound really cruel and really judging a book by its cover, but that dude is not even handsome. He has this big black birthmark right in the middle of his forehead, and no, even without that birthmark, he's still ugly af. Even her previous husband is far more handsome than this dude--". And she deserved so much more than this guy. First: because to be very honest, she's the prettiest among us, and she's got a tall height too (unlike me. I have the height of a hobbit--")

and know what's worst? She even pay for all this dude's needs. She even buy him a house, and an expensive car, saying that he has no money that he can hardly eat a day (even tho that guy work for the country's electrical company lmao)

and 

now, she's friends with this girl (who is also dating someone else's husband) who is I think--no, everyone in my family think is a bad influence. Not only does this girl smokes cigarettes, she also steals someone's husband, and go to paranormals. She even has this two weird young guys (trust me, they are probably only 3-4 years apart from me. And my sister is like 30 years older than me, and yes, that's possible, considering she's the 2nd daughter and I'm the 6th) going around with her. Idk who they are, but that girl's daughter (from her previous marriage too), said that the guys were her daddy (and don't even ask me what kind of daddy she meant, because all I can tell you is that this totally ed up not only her life, but her daughter's too).

So let's get to the main problem. A few days ago, my sister got hospitalized, and her daughter called me in the middle of the night and my parents to fetch her and let her stay at our house. Well, guess what? The , and her two guys are there with her.

The said that she was there because my sister called her, telling the to fetch her at her house and take her to the emergency unit.

The problem is my sister was at my parents' house until 7 p.m., and she didn't even say a single thing about her being sick, and dude, we're her real families. But well, fine. Who cares, no big deal.

But another thing is that this acted like she's my sister's real family, and it was totally proven when she took the elevator pass with her (without the elevator pass, we can't come in outside the visiting hours).

And you know what? My sister even said to her "you're so kind. You've been here since yesterday, taking care of me"

Wtf? So what about us who came in the middle of the night?.

But still, OKAY, FINE.

At least until my sister literally told my father that we shouldn't come see her that night and the next day, BECAUSE HER "HUSBAND" WAS COMING. I understand tho. My mom and my other siblings can't get along with that ugly dude. My brother even confronted her asking if his d*ck was that good that she wants to pay for that guy's life.

But excuse me, we're your real families here, not that guy, not even that . Or are they her new parents? *eyerolls*

This seriously made us upset tho. She pick that guy over us, and she even forced her kids to like that guy too. I'm seriously fine if that guy didn't have kids' and wife on his own, but he did.

And one of his sons even got a heart disease. Just how cruel can she be? Even his wife is the goody two shoes type. Even when she knows that her husband is clearly cheating on her, she still didn't confront my sister (because if she finally will confront her, I'll seriously help her. I don't care, I'm starting to lose my respect towards her anyway).

That's all tho. I just wanted to talk about stuffs, and it felt really good to finally talk about it. Sorry for the long rantings