If only exo knew about the struggles I have gone through (& will continue to go through) for them. Still, I wouldn't change a thing because those three short hours was worth it. The amount of BS I had to deal with because of The Forum, MyMusicTaste & those snake fans was endless from the moment I started lining up to the moment I entered the venue which was well over 12 hours. Nevertheless, I met an amazing group of girls and I was close enough to the stage that I felt the burning heat of the fire explosions. 

Every moment was beautiful. Unlike last year were I fangirled to the point where I was sick for two weeks after, all I could to do was just stare at them and admire the fact that they're literally a few feet away from me. I couldn't even cheer properly because it was so surreal. I literally was SHOOK. 

Once the acoustic section came on and everything slowed down a bit, it started hitting me and I just became so overwhelmed with everything because I went through hell and back just to see them that I literally started sobbing and ironically they were singing MY TURN TO CRY. Obviously, it was still my turn to cry.

Seeing them this time around was definitely a different feeling. I can't really put it in words but I can express it in tears lol. After flying back and everything, the moment I popped open the door to my bedroom, I literally started sobbing. The post concert depression is so much more worst this time. I miss them already.

There's so much that happened & so much more I want to tell but for right now, everything just feels very surreal still & I seriously need a nap.