The title says it all. I don't think it's a big surprise that I'm a slow writer, painfully so I might say and I really wish I could do it faster but I can't and that's fine by me.

However, there are some people that doesn't seem to understand that I have a life outside AFF and nag me from being slow and not update every day like some other writers do.

So here are a few reasons why I don't update more regularly, which I don't have to explain to anybody but hell, I want the let it out of my chest once and for all.

1.- I don't have the time.

2.- When I do, I'm just too tired to write.

And that's it!

I'm not joking. My day starts at 6am, I commute for about 1 hour and forty minutes to get to my new job, which I don't like at all -I hate it tbh- and I have to deal with rich people that think are a blessing to the world just because they own an expensive car (you name it, I've seen it all from BMW, Mercedes, Ferrari, Bentley, Audi, Jaguar and Alfa Romeo) and they're paying you to decorate their events.

I spend my lunch break eating and resting my feet because I'm standing through all my shift or simply taking a nap. When I'm done I commute for nearly 2 hours due the traffic jams and get home to take a shower, clean my apartment a little bit and cook dinner and lunch for the next day and crash on my bed about 10, like an old lady.

That's it. That's my routine from Monday to Saturday and I'm working on my big event in May on my day off (Sunday) because I don't have the time to do it during the week.

It doesn't look like I do that much and I'm starting to wonder if there's something wrong with me for not having the energy to do all the things I wish I could do or that I planned to do, but seriously, the first thing I do when I have some free time, it's to have a breather, rest my eyes, sleep a little or just staying in my bed.

All this doesn't mean I won't write again, actually, I try to do it whenever I can, even My Mistake and Your First Everything. I put those two fics on hold for a little while until I finish Eternal and I'm serious when I say that I really want to finish that one first and I will (eventually).

Also, I got tickets for EXO’s concert in Mexico City which is this next Thursday and I'm making a small fan project in support to Yixing and I'm getting so excited!!

I'll be giving out those wristbands before the concert and only managed to order 200 but the reaction I'm getting has been overwhelming that I wish I could've made more!

Aaaanyway, I think that's all I wanted to say. Thanks for reading my rant (if you actually did) and thank you for your patience, it means a lot.

Bye