Help

So, Saturday I got an email from my dad saying my childhood cat was very sick and would most likely pass away soon.

Sunday I went over there to see her for a last time and give her all of the love in the hope that I wouldn't keep thinking "if only I gave her one last hug". I'm glad I did that, because although she was very skinny, it was clear that she was really happy to see me and loved being with me until the last second. Because I had class Monday I had to go back home.

A couple of hours ago my dad texted me to let me know she passed away.

I was prepared for this. I went over to say goodbye to her and got to see her a last time, but it hasn't helped..

I know it might be silly because she's "just a cat", but it feels like my heart is being torn to shreds and I don't know what to do.

Does anyone have experience dealing with this kind of thing? Any tips?

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oppach #1 Mar 21, 2017 13:18:57

Sorry you've lost your furry friend. It's okay to be sad because of that. Yes, the pain will eventually fade, but you will always have fond memories of her. It's okay to miss her and okay to feel sad.
Pets aren't "just a cat". They are friends and family members.
In my experience, I just have to wait it out, feel my feelings and keep going.
Perhaps you're also feeling guilt over not being there? Or maybe feeling like you're saying goodbye to your childhood, too? I tend to over analyze. =)