I am going, guys. I know this is sudden but I've decided that I deserved to take care of myself a bit more. Do not worry, I am not taking my leave entirely, but I will be absent for some time.  For various reasons, I can not keep up with the stress of being so busy and need to relieve of some duties before they take the best of me. 

To make it short, I"ve had enough of having to cope with the stress of updating weekly when my schedule barely allows me to even deal with the rest. I am a full-time student, I work around 15 hours a week and my boss wants me to do even more in the upcoming weeks and I happen to have a lot of familial obligations lately. Being from my boyfriend's dog who died recently and sums up to say that my man needs me more than ever to the fact that I have over 3 birthdays in the time-lapse of a week. ( My father-in-law, my mom, and my sister) I can't even use my 'free time' to do what I'd want to do. 

Normally, I've always been a girl able to live up to your expectations when it comes to chaptered stories or at least when it comes to the speed of the updates but you have no ideas how much this is slowly taking a toll on me. I barely talked about this because I think many people are overexaggerating the fact that these are real diseases and not attention seeking devices (not to be rude) but I have been suffering from deep anxiety, panic attacks and what seems to be the recidivism of my depression.  I am taking care of myself and treating what can be treated, but I can not let everything take the best of me and that's part of why I am taking this well-deserved break. 

Now, I am not going forever. I would have continued without a word if it wasn't from the fact my past few weeks had been totally crazy. It's just that it opened my eyes to the fact that I might not have always the time. Therefore, I assume that there will be weeks where I will be able to write, but being pressure to do it takes away most of the fun when, in all honesty, I can't afford to look at writing as something 'work' related for the time that I finish my session. 

So, as long as I will be to school, which resumes in saying around May, I will take a break to focus on my studies, work, health, and family. I think this is inevitable and it has to happen for one reason or the other. 

So, yeah, basically, starting next week, I will be going and take time for myself, only to come back on  Friday, May 26. 

But you know me better, right? There is no such thing as a real ' break' so I will still be writing, only, without the pressure of updating. I've collected a few one-shots plans that I had in mind and even stories that I had started in the past (one is already half way done) and that I'd like to continue by the same occasion. Only, keeping up with updates on a chaptered story kept me from going on individual projects. I like to vary and I want to come back to you with many projects. 

I will come back with a lot believe me. I will make another blog post indicating what is about to come once the projects will be done. 

In the meantime, I'd like to have your suggestions. I will take requests or, as I said, suggestions, for possible stories you'd like to read upon my return in May. 

I take the requests for both Exo/ BTS. Any styles or genre  (except ) and with or without . You only have to send it by either private message or in the comments down below. 

Lots of love everybody. I will be taking the requests for the next 2 to 3 weeks before I focus on the ones that captured my attention. 

More info to come. 

Laulau95.