It's time to move forward
so here, the application for nursing is open now & i already submitted my form. they asked to choose 3 courses.. well my 1st choice is nursing (general) 2nd choice is assistant dental :p HAHAHA 3rd choice is business & administration.
my mom said that I cannot rely on 1 college. I need to atleast apply 3 colleges w the same course (nursing cos i rlly want to be a nurse HAHAHAHA) actually idk, sometimes i feel discourage & afraid that I do not get the chance to study nursing. My dad & family started to compare my result w my relative, cousins, friends.. them all get higher than mine. like 7 O // 6 O.. I know what I am capable of :(
But its hurt when u get compare to someone who is smarter than you. I'm grateful for what I have now.. I dont need to be someone that its not me. I want to be me. I want to do what I love & expect nothing in return. I want to do things i enjoy without ppl say lowkey abt the course i take. I live not to please anyone or living someones expectation..
it sadden me that I have critismn more than being support. labelling as I am the lowest among my relative, friends, cousins.
However, pls pray for me that I can be accepted to nursing college.. ur prayer for me is trully appreciated!
Need advice from you guys!! I want to chase my drean despite what ppl say but at the same time, i need my chinggu to cheer me up :( ♡
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