Everybody I know, my classmates, my friends, my family, and even some of the authors here know that I'm like a ball of happiness. Some of my author friends say that they like my comments because it cheers them up. I feel happy that I  can make you smile. I told my friends, "When I'm your friend, there is no day that you will stay frowning." They love me for that. 

My source of wisdom and happiness is my friends and kpop and food. When they listen to my life stories, it makes me feel happy. They all know that I love attention. 

They haven't seen the real me. When I cry, they get surprised, because I barely cry. I only show happiness, anger, and calm. That's it. 

I never want to be alone. I always want someone to accompany me with my errands. I don't like silence, because I'm scared of my thoughts. They lead to my loneliness, my break up, my embarrasing moments, and my painful youth. My thoughts were never positive. I just don't know why.

I cover these all up with advice I give to people I know, with support, and with memories. Sometimes I question myself, "do they know what I do for them?" 

I give them my smiles, to let them know I'm there for them. I give them support through their dark  times. I let them have happy memories, even if I don't have any. I want them to live a happy life. 

I'm Yoongi in a story that I read, I have tall, thick walls around me, but once I let them down for you, I would do anything to protect you and to make you smile. I'd love you with all my heart.

I always feel like they don't care about me like I care for them. My break up, I was devastated. My heart broke, everyday I see his face, but he's with another girl, and I'm here, waiting. Sometimes I see him staring at me, does he still like me? I don't want to get my hopes up.

Pleaseu guyseu, support me. This is where I go when my mind went to the deep spots. Guyseu, I LOVE YOU!!! help me and make me feel happy too. I don't want to make this depression worse. I want to stop it