So its only been 4 days since I started a new semester in community college and I’m already giving up. Its so hard for me to pay attention and I often doze off. There is one class I am really freaking out about, which is speech. Being in front of a class scares me to death. There’s like 5 presentations we have to do in the class and I get so much anxiety thinking about it. Oh and by the way I wrote this during my history class because I stopped paying attention and I didn’t want to take the time a figure out what he’s talking about. I’m a really bad student.

Anyway, I know I should be paying attention, but I just don’t have the drive to listen. I just find it really boring and I honestly don’t like school, but I kinda have to be here. I need to get my together and actually try, so that’s why I posted it here. Sorry for my rant, but I need some advice on how I can do better with paying attention. And I’d also like to hear what struggles you readers have in school.