Somehow after going around town today, and only getting at least three hours in my room I made these four posters. The L.A. Confidential one is a redo of my older one (you can see on my portfolio #toolazytoputlink). It looks wayy more better than the previous. My favorite one so far would have to be the Lose My Breath one with Jackson. Because who can deny the brown-haired, bundle of joy surrounded by neon pink jellyfish? No one.

Pharaoh Tut was inspired by the movie (?) Tut that Avan Jogia and Kylie Bunbury (ship those two together btw) acted in. I loved Suhad and Tut's interactions when I see this Tuhad moments video on YouTube. They are just the perfect couple. Which gets me thinking now... I have to watch TV shows more often. Then again how can I when I spend 70% of my time on my laptop doing posters? Those quotes are rightfully mine btw, I don't think or believe any of their characters actually said it from the script. If it resembles it then it's a complete coincidence.

So enough about posters, I'll tell you guys how I am. Well for the past few days I've been chilling lol My index finger on my right hand, and my pinky finger on my left are covered with bandages. All because of one night I had my cousin glue fake nails on my fingers. Now me, I have a thing about biting my nails off, or clipping them if they get too short. Since they either get chipped, bent, or torn on the sides. Anyways just five to ten minutes AFTER she glued them on, I bit them off and took all of them off my fingers. It left a red-ish pink skin exposed on my index, and a few days afterwards, my pinky gotten a hangnail. One thing about me is that I seriously hate long nails, like I don't see how those preppy girls on Instagram, Snapchat, Tumblr, Pintrest, and extra b.s. can do it! I would tore off my fingernail or bit it away to a nub just minutes afterwards!

Okay next subject (see how fast I went there?) my hair... I've been wanting to dye my hair a jet black and preferably styled into a short bob. Not one that reaches my ears, but one that keeps my hair the same length and looks almost naturally messy. Like this:

 or this  maybe this too 

Either way I just want a y-style type bob for me. Also I need to step up my makeup game too because like I want to contour my face and highlight it. Even though my friend always tells me, "Your face looks flawless already." Yeah because (not bragging here you guys!) hardly get pimples. However I do have little brown specks on my face that I usually cover with either CC cream from Covergirl, or Black Radiance, or either with a concealer. Anyways back to the bob-styles, I most likely prefer the first one. It's messy yet cute.

Another thing is I want to go on a diet, and exercise, but whenever I have the thought I lose motivation to. For me I feel like I have to because I was born with one kidney, and diabetes as well as high blood pressure runs in my family. So I'm at a risk. *sighs* I want to take the easy way out by liposuction BUT I KNOW THAT'S NOT THE RIGHT WAY. I COULD GET SCARS AFTER WARDS AND MIGHT REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. And whenever I try to diet, my grandma always tells me, "This isn't going to last long." and she discourages me. I want to seek out for a nutritionist but money is tight. I want confidence in my physical appearance as well as my mental.

I just wish life was simpler at least.

Anyways.. this has been me rambling on.