1. First things first, I have dark brown hair
2. dark brown eyes
3. I'm the tall friend, although I'm like 170cm, that's like the height of 80& of the boys here ew I hate it
4. I hate my belly fat, everything else is ok tho (nah not rly)
5. Favorite body parts of myself are ankles and wrists no joke
6. I'm thisSSss close on stabbing myself and I honestly mean it
7. I got new classes and my bestest friends said it's ugly although I got a lot of fashionable friends and they all say it looks good and the color and shape is in now
8. My cousin was over to drink on Friday and yesterday and he lowkey made fun of me and started laughing when he got into the living room and closed the door and I just started crying I hate my fam
9. I wanna study art but I haven't done for my application I'd need to send in in a few months
10. I'm allergic to cats but I love them so much that I still touch every cat that lets me touch it and then don't touch my face for hours if needed xD
11. I still want a dog when I'm older, but a cute one, I'm still afraid of big dogs
12. I'm disney and cartoon network trash af
13. I can't draw realistic even if my life depended on it, but my mom said I need to if I wanna study art, buT I CAN'T AND IM RIPPING OUT MY HAIR I'll just become a cashier for my entire life after my graduation
14. I've become very very scared of my father for the past 4 months
15. I don't want to have kids because I'm afraid they end up crying in bed because they don't like what they do or he/she is an outsider and I don't want them to end like me
16. I finally got a grip on confident /lines in drawing GOD BLESS
17. My favourite drink is lipton ice tea [same, creamysmiles]
18. My favorite groups are Block B (by far bro), BTS and GOT7, not that I'm not into other bands, but I can fangirl about them the most ok bye
19. I never had a thing for Mamamoo but then I listened to one song anD OMG
20. I eat so so so so so so so so so so much and I don't get fat, idk what's wrong, god bless my disease
21. I have a brother (that has been to hospital + under surgery without telling us two weeks ago)
22. My favorite Disney Movie is Hercules and Meg is my favorite character out of all them es ♥_♥
23. I think I'll abandon writing and only draw and do posters in my freetime
24. I didn't chose the makeup life, the makeup life chose me
25. I didn't chose the nail art life, the nail art life chose me
26. I'm hanging out a lot with Russian fellas at school lately, they're really more like me and more honest and nice than my German friends
27. The best friend of my (ex??????????idkanymoreithinkihaveacrushagin-)crush liked a lot of my insta photos and then texted me over fb and didn't want to tell me why he texted me and I'm a little scared like bruh we've never texted but we've been polish-russian buddies since 9th grade he's my bby but still wtf
28. I can't cook
29. I'm literally scared of everything creepy+dark, evERYTHING
30. I was never good with watercolors or anything else except for pencils, now watercolors are bae ♥
31. There's something wrong with me and I don't know what
32. I find it utterly rude if people use phones while watching movies, like teLL ME RIGHT AWAY U DON'T LIKE IT
33. I only use my phone for drawing references or checking instagram/facebook
34. Heat is my enemy
35. I'm scared of my last graduation year, I'm horrible at taking exams, they all turn out like crap like 3 pts out of 15, ALL
36. My best subjects at school are math and art
37. When I go partying I start having stomach ache and then start crying because I'm sad or just like that, and I haven't drunken like REALLY DRUNKEN in 4-6 months
38. Yesterday I've met a close friend of mine, I haven't met any friends out of school for almost 4 months
39. I am not ready to be an adult [yas, creamysmiles]
40. Nobody knows about me
41. Sometimes I don't sleep because I think I'm going to get nightmares [omG YES, CREAMYSMILES]
42. Yesterday when my friend was over I noticed I can't talk, I never really talk so when I do I pronounce things completely wrong and I stutter
43. My school is so chilled istg i love it im gonna miss it when I graduate next year ;~;
44. I miss gaming with my bestie on my ps2 or her ps4
45. I have a new bed huehue
46. We're hopefully gonna move out soon
47. I always have the same poster style and I'm getting depressive
48. I never tell that's why people aren't friends with me aynmore, like things I tell interests anybody
49. I got s and and thighs bYE
50. I don't know if I have a best friend anymore