Hello everyone! 

Today I wanted to talk about something really special that I noticed and already talked with my friends ; the fact that Taeyeon seemed to be really sad. 

More than just that , she seems depressed. Those who know me , know that I wasn't a big fan of her to begin with. Let's face it , she is just too perfect to be human  , right? She is talented as hell and as the life I guess many of you , just like me ,dreamed to have at one point. On top of that came the scandal with her dating Baekhyun , which kind of became the cherry on top of the cake if I could say so. 

I hated her at this point. Baekhyun was my bias and I was mad at her for having a life I knew I would never have. Then I tried ot forgot about all of that and still support Baekhyun as an artist , which I think I did pretty well despite this news. Then came the news of the breakup recently and I started to be intrigued. That's when I learned more about her.

Maybe if I did so before I would have grown to love her earlier but I didn't. Now that I know I realised how much this strong woman went through and I even could identify myself through her at some point. Truth being told , I've been blinded by jealousy for more than a year and a half. How ashamed of myself I am now...

I've read many articles in the past but it's only now that I put them all together that I realise how dangerous this situation could become. That's mainly what I wanted to talk about with you today. 

How many of you have read articles saying she cried in radio interviews , concerts and how depressed she might be. Now I understand better all the pression she might have been under. To begin with , being the leader of a group is never easy , even more when you are as timid and not that much of a social butterfly. Even less when it is the most known female group of your whole nation. Everything she does is looked upon at and she couldn't even make one single prestation without receiving hate. Then she got blast because she had a love life. I mean , out of all the things this lifestyle could bring , I think loneliness is the main one to come. I know many said it wasn't true. Maybe it was , maybe it wasn't . You know what guys? We'll never know. Maybe they were really in love and maybe they found in each other someone they could rely on and be honest with , for some times. Again , they got bashed for being happy for the time lapse of a year or so. 

Then she had to face the news of their breakup being public. Girls, how do we usually have to deal with breakups? We watch the notebook while eating ice creams with our girls... She probably never had the chance to do so. She had to perform and she had to do it with a smile upon her lips. Of course she is paid , it is her job to sing and be happy on stage , but so it is the job of other artists . Although , I don't think people bashed on Selena Gomez and she cried on stage over her damn Justin Bieber who played with her heart like a 6 years old plays with legos. Somehow , with Taeyeon , it was different. 

On top of that , once again , she had to work extra hard for her solo comeback. Only to be seen as a real potential solo artist. She just started promotin her title track ' I ' that here it goes with the rumors once again. This time she is supposed to be dating G-Dragon? What again? Next time she will be linked in a rumor that she slept with Psy? Come on , people. Even if it's real , hasn't she earned the right to be happy? I think 99% of you would have gave up long ago.

As I said, I am not her biggest fan, but I respect her as an artist. She has been working like a real artist should be working but people still bashing on her for parting her hair the wrong way and  keeps cheering for Kanye West after he compares himself as a god.  

The truth is that I am afraid. There is only so much pressure one can handle and I am deeply afraid she won't take it much longer. I am afraid , if things keeps going this way , she might just take the easiest way out. Like it is becoming more and more trending among students and idols in Korea , I would , unfortunatly, not be much surprised to hear the sad news. Shall we lost her to understand how talented she is? I think we should try to help her out of that instead of bringing her down more and more. People who are in depression won't raise by themself beccause they already feel down enough. So I wanted to say this  ; 

To all of those who bash against her , please let her alone and get a life. She has accomplished a lot more than you all did and will probably ever will. Why? Because she never bashed against anyone to begin with. She never tried to make anyone's life a misery. But god knows you did. 

To all of you who supported her; please continue. Your comments probably made her continue so far. I'Ve been through that and I know how one single comment might be enough to cheer your up. Never forget that, for artist who have a real true heart like her, every fan counts. 

Lastly , but surely not least , I know that you , dear Taeyeon, will probably never see a single word of what I just wrote. Maybe I am just way out of the real facts, but please know that we love you and that we really believe in you. You are a true artist and you have had an admirable path so far. You are , surely , one of the most courageous artist of our generation ,  all countries combined. There is a way out of loneliness and depression. If you really are , please hang on to what you like and never let it go. 

Please everyone , let support her and please share this post if you want and can. I simply want everybody to understand the meaning of words. Not necessary mine , but mostly the mean ones she received. I don't think it is normal to see an artist being bashed this way and , even less , to think it is normal to see her cry. 

Maybe some of you won't agree with me. I don't care. This is not made for this goal anyway. I simply wanted to pass my own message about the situation. Feel free to comment if you want. 

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