Omfg guys...guys...guys.... I spent exactly 12 HOURS on this ing video just to tease a few people (anyone and everyone) about my new upcoming story Alexithymia. 

It's C.A.P/Niel, but as for what I have wrote on it so far, 12 pages, it's mostly just centered on C.A.P. Specifically because I ing hate him for being himself and ruining my life. He's my bias, but I hate him. I think that's what happens to all of us Angels though. O_O LOL. Annnyyywwwwaaayyyssss, I have a great feeling about this story, I really REALLY like it. It's dark, angsty, and I have no idea what's going to happen in it, even if I am the one writing it. BUT, it is centered around drugs, and, go figure, C.A.P is an addict. An addict of pot, pills, alcohol, and Niel. YAY! Urrmmmmmm..... I haven't been to bed yet, soooooo..../slapped with the cycle of life/.

I do not have any experience in making videos, and I'm using a new software because I'm poor and can't afford Sony Vegas. T_T I do like this video though, even if the clips is sort of off. BUT, I couldn't make the song quit skipping. Sadly. 

It's only 2 minutes long, but that took me 12 ING hours to make, so I am very proud of myself. It's the best one I've made yet, but they'll be more to come, don't worry, I get bored easy. C.A.P isn't really C.A.P in this story. He is but he ain't, you know. He starts off as Minsoo, and continues to be called Minsoo, but the actual personality of himself has changed to C.A.P after the addiction begins to start taking over. In the story, C.A.P is a name that his gang of fellow junkies have given him after he starts to get into the drugs and . His nickname is C.A.P because he never has a cap on his beer bottle, get it? Because he's always drinking and never stops.... No? Okay. I tried. :( 

It's a really really ed up story, and I did take some inspiration from my own personal life, but you know, that's where the best stories come from, right?

But there's one thing about this story, there's a lot of drugs. Duh. So this is a pre-story post warning for anyone that reads this, IF you can be triggered, don't want to read it, hate me, hate my stories, or are a complete and udder Dickweed, do NOT read this story. It is certainly not for you. I'm a dark and angsty person when need be, serious, go read most of my other stories. If they're not , and sometimes even if they are, someone ends up dying, crashing, or getting cancer. That doesn't mean this one will end that way though. 

There's this one line in the story that will FOREVER be my favorite and forever be the stories main thing. 

"You'll change before he does Niel." THAT. OMFG. THAT.THAT THAT. THAT THA- I don't even know who says it yet, but it's amazing. I might make it Niel's older brother _ _ _ _ <(I ain't telling you!) say it, or Minsoo's "best friend". 

Idk 

But I shall shut up so you can watch this

Just CLICK HERE.

BUH BYE.

-B.A.S