[RANT]

So here's the situation- I just can't hold on any longer and I needed to get this out of my system and let the whole world to know. First of all, does anybody know what 'fans' means? I'm sure you can differentiate the meaning from what sasaeng is. Now what do fans and sasaeng have in common?? Both of them love their bias so much by showing mild or huge affection towards them. 

Do understand that being a fan is different from being their friend. We may know everything about them from what the internet could tell us but at the same time, they were a complete stranger to us. On stage they might be smiling but off stage, who knows- They might looked close to each other, but deep down? Only those who are close to them does. 

Also, I thought being a fan is all about loving your bias and etc- supporting them whenever they're having a hard time or listening to their songs. But what I've been witnessing all this time is just sick- Well I know that fans can be of range from as young as a 9 years old and could act immaturely. But please,,, come on, do you expect me to believe that most fans are 9 years old hysterical girls? 

At least respect their decisions. I thought you love your bias- If you truly love em, do respect their decisions, support them when they're down AND do support their partner (bf/gf) (it hurts I know)- Honestly they're the ones who made your bias happy- just acknowledge that and grow up. Don't bash them- they have the right to be happy, the right to be a normal human being.

ps: It's funny when some of you wrote this kind of fics here- OC character falling in love with an idol and live happily ever after when they should have included how she/he's gonna be badly treated by the idol's fan+sasaeng, the amount of cyber-bullying and hates that she/he's gonna receive everywhere she/he goes-
plus: not to be rude, but a chance of idols falling in love with non-celebrity is like only 30%. 

In conclusion, stop judging people without rigid reasons and start accepting things just the way they are. 

[RANT II] 

I'm a Victorian since 2011 after watching WGM Khuntoria and I don't even care about other members. I only love Victoria. But all of that changed when I joined roleplays- I gradually came to love Krystal and even Kris from exo. After that, lots of kpop idols became my bias but Krytoria remains as my ultimate bias. I know everything about them, where they are and what they are doing currently (Stalkerish huh xD just like a normal crazed international fans). But then Amber joined the list after 'SHAKE THAT BRASS' and Real Man, how friendly and outgoing she is and Luna after Masked King (but I've always adore her for being the biggest fan of f(5) ). 

Sulli- hmm...- Sulli just joined the list after everything makes sense. I despised her before for making f(x) halted their RED LIGHT promotion after only two weeks of promoting. I felt like she didn't deserve my pity for her being sick and being bashed by netizens. If she could prioritize her boyfriend more and not caring about f(x) anymore then she should just leave. 

But boy was I wrong again. I was being judgemental and a hyprocrite. Have you ever thought of a reason why they halted red light in the first place? The songs in the album were incredibly awesome and don't let me get started on the repackaged album- It looks freaking cool and- and--- I'm spazzing again xD Most of you might have thought that the album failed- but no. If you observe any best-selling chart in 2014, Red Light album is included despite the short amount of promotion.  

The fact that Red Light album is actually another symbol of the members' friendship just tears me up. There's a rumor saying and only God knows the truth or lies in that- that Sulli intended to leave f(x). Otherwise I would just see it as Sulli wants to take a break if the rumour was proven wrong. So anyhow- f(x) members decided that it's best to stop promoting Red Light for Sulli to take a hiatus. Don't you remember what happened to Amber back in 2010?

A lot of people thought that Amber is gonna leave f(x) after not coming back from her ankle injury and just stayed in America. When she heard the news, she told us that she just laughed it off because it was just too preposterous. She was training and practicing dances so that she could return as healthy as ever! f(x) members said at that time that f(x) could have just released an album without Amber but it was not right. "f(x) is five", said that girls.

 The same situation happened again but with different reason. Sulli taking a hiatus doesn't mean that she's leaving. Get a hold grip of yourself. f(4) filming Baskin Robbins CF is just the same as what Red Velvet is experiencing. Yeri has not joined RV at that time, that's why she wasn't in the CF- Sulli was taking a hiatus at that time and didn't signed the contract. 

I'm missing f(5) so much that it hurts listening to their songs. I'm begging you to please, stop hating Sulli. or just--- don't bash her in social media. For me, Sulli has always been a weak character but has the widest smile. And her laughs- I miss her eccentric laughs. She might read all the hateful comments and lose self-confidence again, her precious laughter too. 

If f(x) could sacrifice that much for Sulli and love her entirely, why couldn't we? Why couldn't we love the person who made our biases happy and has been with them for a long time? Humans are bound to make mistakes- Heck I don't even know if her dating Choiza is a mistake. Well, she postponed it for so long and--- I'm gonna talk about this. I'm way over what she has done. The thing is, mistakes teaches characters, build experiences. 

Seriously it feels weird without f(x) this summer-- Heck, f(x) won't follow this summer comeback trends! f(x) makes trends!! And I wish only the best for them as I will always remain as an affxtion-- or f(nameless)

._. 

Seriously we need our first solo concert and fanclub name. It has been 6 years for God's sake! 
I might have to stop here- This topic is another rant tbh xD 

I need OT5 back <3 

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I'm truly sorry if you ever feel discomfort when reading this
I have no other choice TT^TT 
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