should i feel happy?

honestly, i don't know how should i feel anymore. i don't know if i should choose number 9 or 10. if i was given more choice, i will choose 12. i love them as 12. but, it won't happen. u know what i'm talking abt right? yes, abt tao. is he really leaving exo? half of my heart want him to leave, but half of me still want to see him with exo. i really feel like crying. i don't know anymore. he's my 2nd bias in exo (xiumin is 1st). i'm so done with exo if xiumin happen to leave too. but, i really hope for their happiness. i love exo. all of them. do u feel the same?

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pandabaozibun #1
i'm glad to have someone to share this feeling... i have been stressing over this matter since this evening. i keep bothering my dongsaengs and mom, asking them whether they like 9 or 10. force them to choose between 9 or 10. i even ask my cats. i thonk i'm getting crazy.....
dafujoshi
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Yes, I feel the same bby :(
I don't know anymore.. like, what should I feel now? because I'm really torn, like what you've said up there, you want him to leave for the better but you also want him to stay because another part of our heart will be torn again, because another one is leaving again. /sigh
I can't stand reading news about Tao leaving.. I just cant.. TT TT it pains me so much because Tao is very very precious dongsaeng for the hyungs /ugly sobbing
BUT, I still wish for his well being, his health.. AHHHHH I'm torn and my heart is crumbling